I could

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I could hold my beath and pretend its all okay.
And it might be.
Mabye im not used to change
Because I pushed everyone away
And the few people I let in are falling apart
Even family .

I could hold my breath and hope it comes out okay.
I could crawl into someone's arms and complain .
I could go off and love random people.
I could...

But I can't.
I can't hold my breath Beacuse I can't even breath on my own.
I cant crawl into someone's arms Beacuse no ones around .
I can't love a random person. Beacuse I can't even love myself.
I could pretend everything is okay, but ive been told you can see lies in these Crystal water eyes.

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