POV:Hyunjin
" why......" i mumbled those letters uncounsiously before clicking the accept button still hesitating while my body was already numb and cold
" yes appa " i somehow answered while the speaker on the other line was'nt really interested in the talk.
" I will be home as soon as the college ends appa i promi- " and he hanged up could'nt even say a single bye but it does'nt matter atleast i was'nt feeling like someone is strangling me to death i was yet again drifting far into my mind when i should'nt i was never supported not like i did'nt obey my parents i did everything they said i did everything like a robot just following commands but they never even looked at me i always heard my name in my parent's worst arguments i was never mentioned as their child . Never, i was refered to as their young mistake.
it was'nt my fault but i was just a accident for them when i was a child they abused me it went on untill i was 18 i moved out it was also a benefit of being rich they never said anything about my money transactions they simply did'nt even care if their child was doing drugs or wrong things they never happen to attend any school functions it was always jungkook hyung who was my father's business partner's son and his six hyungs Seokjin,Yoongi,Namjoon,Hoseok,Jimin,Taehyung would always be beside me after a while i started feeling like a burden to them and started distaning myself from them
But yoongi hyung was quick to catch on that and asked me why i was even feeling like a burden when they considered me as one of them and i just did'nt know why and started hanging out with them again they said it's because i have'nt got my own circle of friends yet and when i asked are'nt they my friends they all just said its because i consider them more as brothers while they did the same . i immediatly pulled my mind out of that phase and just grabbed a random brush and dipped it in scarlet red paint and started painting a sacred red flower in the middle of a room.
Every one thought of me as someone who is all jolly but like everyone i myself had some things bugging me which i could'nt quite pull myself out of i never dreamed of myself in a story which has a happy ending i simply quit expecting anything from this life when i was in deep thought i was pulled out of it by a obvious fake coughing sound .
it was felix all he ever did was make others smile when he himself never smiled his frekles were always so attractive his figure and those feline features Minho did'nt lie when he said that felix and the younger member are his children . even though i was still lost in my mind i still noticed the sweat dripping from his forehead and how tired he looked so i decided to call the shy boy inside.
" hey you wanna come in " i said and smiled at the freckle boy
" ummm why are you here as far as i know you don't really like stuff like this " i asked confirming if my details are right but he seemed to think too hard so i just snapped my fingers to hopefully get the shy boy out of his thoughts
" y-yea i came here........" felix zoned out a little and this was enough for me to lose patience i don't like it when people try to hide things from me
" that sounds more like an question to me " I said ready to interogate the frekle boy if something was bothering him but before I could do that felix shut my mouth by keeping a finger on my lips which made me freeze on my spot. while i'm sure my cheeks are turning a dark shade of pink felix realised what he did almost immediatly and removed his hands
" n-nothing just wanted to ask you if you could join me and my friends for lunch " he asked sounding so nervous that i could feel him shaking years of experience with people hiding stuff from me i was quick to catch on why he was so nervous many people would have ignored this but i was'nt one of them the frekle boy probably fears me disliking his friends not going to lie if i was in his place and introduced him to bts my reaction would be the same and i would never want him to think that i hate his friends when infact they were so fun that i even caught on their names so quickly
" i would gladly come with you " i said and smiled hopefully that would make his worrying go away .......................
End......to be continued
author note: please let me lee know if there are any errors like spelling mistakes grammer mistakes and do you think hyunlix is wholesome here.
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