Paint a smile......

Chapter 11 : To wail in resentment........

POV: Hyunjin

The feeling I'm having can't be expressed in words; I just won't find enough words to describe it,Hyung, who left under the harsh circumstances laid out by my parents, Her, who never got to enjoy her childhood, the feeling of being loved by your parents, and also me; but listing my pain would just be useless. People say pain can't be compared, but when I remember her, I always tear up thinking how hard it must have been for her when I tried to defend her that day, but my pathetic self just gave up trying to save her from this hell. But the guilt, the regret I still feel, is it just because I couldn't save her or him, who still doesn't smile wide after the incident?

"Hyunjin-ah, why are you so lost, not happy to see your brother after so long?" Hyung asked while driving and pulling me out of my trance; he looked so happy, and it's not like I wasn't; it was just the overwhelming feeling I had after the incident in our parents house and the unsettling feeling that everything is going too well for me, to be true.

" Hyung?" I asked, trying not to zone out again.

" Hmm, " he replied as his eyes never left the road

"I know you're not going to tell me where we're going, but just know that I'm not leaving from here... I have friends," I stated. What will happen to Felix, I mean everyone, if I just leave out of nowhere without even warning them? Felix, I mean everyone, will feel terrible, and it will be even worse if they misinterpret the scenario and think I was merely passing the time by being friends with them

" Just friends" Hyung asked, wiggling his eyebrows in a teasing manner probably due to the phone call I had with Felix some moments ago.

"Just tell me, Do you have a girlfriend," he asked, desperate for an answer.

" Bro, I'm gay " I said fed up with his detective ass.

" Then you got any boyfriend ? What about the one you were talking to just now? What was the name on the screen again?........Peelix? " I burst out laughing loudly as soon as Hyung said that,making him confused.

" It's Felix and No, he is not my boyfriend " I said

"Yet," Hyung added, which made my cheeks go a dark shade of red, but before Hyung could see that I turned to the other side, looking out the window, and taking my phone out to save Felix's name as Peelix. The unsettling feeling I had before is long gone. I don't want to admit that even the mention of him made all my worries go away, and, forgot about them like they were never there. Has Felix always had this effect on me?

POV: Changbin

I'm worried as hell; what went wrong again? We were laughing, we were happy, and most importantly, Felix was attempting to grin again, Jisung was being babied by Minho, Jeongin and Seungmin were making those snide comments again, pranking people, Minho was worshipping Chan as usual, and in the middle of this, someone had to shit. I was done with everything. What is this in the middle? I have to investigate, but I'm not the best at it, but I do know someone who is a boss b*tch at this.

He might be near by looking for me, but to make things easier, a great man invented a rectangle piece of metal that we all know as the smartphone, and the only thing I need to do is make a call, but I'm too lazy to do that, so we will just wait until he finds me. And just as I said, I saw an exhausted Jeongin running towards me with a note in his hand which belonged to the school infirmary and red lipstick on his cheek, Wait lipstick on cheek ?

"OH MY GOD, DID YOU FUCK AND THAT TO WITH A CRUSTY,MUSTY, EXPIRED CHICKEN WING MIDDLE AGED NURSE?" I panicked, and just as I was about to check his you-know-what, he stopped me panickedly and took me to the nearest empty classroom. I looked around the classroom in panic and realized.

POV: Third person

"LISTEN JEONGIN, I KNOW WE ARE HOMIES FOR LIFE BUT I'M NOT HELPING YOU WITH ANY STUFF THAT INVOLVES YOUR WEINER AND I LOVE SEUNGMIN, SO YOU SHOULD MOVE ON EVEN THOUGH I'M KINDA HOT," Changbin shouted at an exhausted Jeongin who was still trying to catch his breath.

" You sin-single-celled mother-fucker i didn't fuck nor i'm going to and definitely n-not with you and you love WHO " Jeongin said gasping in between his words.

"Take this to your grave; please don't tell anyone about this in return, I won't tell anyone you fucked that old nurse." Changbin said getting on his knees to beg.

( Author: not that kinda getting on knees you unholy peoples )

"I didn't fuck anyone, and I won't tell anyone about this, so just listen to what I have to say. Let's get out of here and go home. I took care of everything." Jeongin said as he was already ready to go, but Changbin stopped him before he could go any further.

"Jeongin, first tell me whatever you noticed in Hyunjin's behavior earlier," Changbin asked with a serious face, probably wanting all the answers to his questions.

"We have to reach home right now to help them, Hyung," Jeongin said, but Changbin didn't let go of his wrist. making Jeongin sigh and give in.

"As always, a wrecked family line and maybe a lost piece or... dead," Jeongin muttered, glancing out the window, because he understood that the best.

"Look into my eyes, Jeongin-ah; don't avoid eye contact." Changbin said in a soft voice , he was eager to draw the baby into his embrace, who looked so frail with his already glossy eyes, trying not to water and destroy his facade.

"I could have looked into your eyes if it wasn't for you being so short that I have to bend," Jeongin said, making Changbin headlock him instead of hugging.

POV: Jisung

" This place......."

" I'm here again....... "

End ..........To be continued.......................

Author note : welllllll I'm late like i know i am i can't do anything about it though i need to handle school as well as try to write songs and make some music too I'm busy but i treat this story like my priority so i will keep posting this . The best time to post this in your opinion is ????