I'm realizing now why I'm feeling so depressed.I thought it was better. I'm a senior in HS. That means new beginnings. It's supposed to mean that. Not to me tho. School is the only thing keeping me alive. School was my only motivation. I don't want to work. I don't wanna drive. I don't want to achieve anything but a HS diploma that I won't use. What a gd way to leave the earth. Right after graduation 🎓. When you throw the cap in the air and the person that threw it has disappeared. Yeah. What a way to leave the earth.
