It hurts so bad
But not enough
I only deserve pain
Or at least that's what I tell myself
My brain can't except that this isn't normal
I'm not alone and I can get help
Instead they ask what's wrong?
And in my head I shout
EVERYTHING!
But with the biggest smile I say nothing.
It makes them mad at me
And they push me away
They push me away with the same force I used to slam my door and cut my wrists
