: Hey, tell me. How to handle feelings?
: Did you know that love is like rain?
: I thought you would say love is like a rainbow, because rainbows are beautiful
: but the rainbow only comes for a moment.
: then?
: love for me is like rain, it comes in time, but unexpectedly, even if you try to avoid it taking shelter, it will still sprinkle you with it's water...
...and it's like I'm in the middle of a downpour without an umbrella when I look at him
• My Dear V
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I don't know if it's just my feeling, or if it's true. The weather and atmosphere today is really bad and makes me uncomfortable. I almost even woke up late if it wasn't for Jae to splash me with water in the middle of my sleep which didn't want to be disturbed.
OK, that's super annoying, but also useful. Remembering how hard it was for me to get up this morning.
My ruined mood since yesterday was the cause. Coming home from the studio, Jae spoke to me one-on-one at home. He told me to tell the story, and he knew that Jungkook was involved.
But not one hundred percent true because eighty percent of the cause is Kim Taehyung
I said, but did not fully disclose about Taehyung. And Jae, who listened to it, instead told me to take the option of following Jungkook's words.
Hell, he made me the guilty party here. Because Jae reasoned that Jungkook wasn't usually like this, and there was something he was hiding.
Of course there is something to hide, even my curiosity is ingrained.
And it's great, Jungkook really doesn't call at all, let alone home. My guess was that he would not budge this time, which was correct.
I don't know, I'm dizzy. If Jungkook chooses to end
My steps stopped for a moment in the middle of me who was thinking.
What was I thinking? End? If Jungkook ends... our relationship?
Jae took a deep breath, then rubbed his face in frustration. Sometimes I think like that. No, I might not be able to accept that Jungkook will really end our relationship.
It's no longer possible, but I don't want to.
I love Jeon Jungkook, I really love him. But still, it was wrong, and I didn't want to make it look bad. Jungkook is exaggerating, and he shouldn't be like this.
Besides me and Taehyung are just friends right? If what Jungkook is afraid of is me turning away-
No! That's a very stupid thought, which is possible.
Damn it. Looks like I really have to meet Jungkook after this.
"I, YN!''
My head shot up when I heard a familiar voice that was meant for me. There, I found Lucas' bulky figure waving at me.
Looks like he just walked out of my class?
"What are you doing?"
"Ha?" the boy was confused.
I snickered, "from class, right? After reaching Soobin?"
Lucas grinned innocently, "Yeah, you have a stomach ache, so I brought some hot tea from the cafeteria."
"Eh? Seriously? Because?"
"Normal, come the month he said"
"Then why are you staying?" I asked.
"He said it was better, then I was asked to leave because the bell would soon ring."
"Yeah, okay, okay"
"Evicted?" Lucas circus.
I rolled my eyes, "He said the bell rang again," I said, "Anyway, where's Jungkook?"
"Earlier, when I just came, I went straight to Yiyang"
The statement from Lucas surprised me.
"Ha? Yiyang? Why?"
"To find ketos, soon there will be a basketball tournament" he explained.
Oh, that's right. But Yi Yang...

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