I can't let him torture me like this. For once and for all, I'm not going to just sit in the corner and wait for this wounds to heal. I'm sick of repeating the same old cycle and I should stop myself from holding on too much for this crazy impossibility.
I grab my purse and went off as fast as I can. My phone rings but I turned it off and slid it inside. I drove my old black car and start the engine. I don't know exactly where to head but this adrenaline is taking me somewhere and my body just obliged.
For a few more hours, I spotted a club located in the middle of nowhere. I parked my car on the lot and begin to walk in. There aren't many people, it looks like this place is absolutely trash but the serenity is exceptionally extraordinary. The bartender ask me my order, I smiled and attempt to get a whiskey. I just laugh at my current state, My life is fuck up.
With the bottle on my hand I went outside and sat on the grass. The wind sent chills to my entirety and I just stare at the endless sky and the hanging stars up above me.
"FUCK YOU HARRY!!" I screamed so loud, drinking the alcohol.
"He must be really lucky" a voice said.
"W-what?" I responded.
"He's got you like that" what the hell is he saying? He doesn't even know my name and acts like he know every single thing going on in my life but somehow it feels so comforting, in a usual way. I just laugh at his comment.
"He's the most selfish, heartless man I know. He's a monster!" I spoke trying to ignore that I'm confessing it to a stranger.
"You loved him so much don't you?" He said.
"He don't love me" I whispered.
He leaned in to hugged me, The light coming from the club reflects his face. He's blue eyes glows with his artfully messy hair. He's hot breath fanned through my neck making me giggle at the contact. I gaze into his angel face, with one swift movement my lips was on his. I take him fully in my mouth, making me moan. He kissed me passionately he cupped my face and I grip his hair tight. He swirled his tongue inside and I gladly open mine to give him access. I peck at his lips one more time and I grab my stuffs and went off.
I was all over it..
I never thought that I had this in me; kissing someone I don't know. It just feels so great, I felt so at peace.
"Nice meeting you" he called.
***
I wake up with a massive headache, the room is spinning and my stomach feels weird. I went straight to the bathroom to recover. I sat near the toilet trying to remember what happened last night. I was distraught, and I kissed a stranger."Hey" my mum barge in to my room holding a glass of water and a medicine.
She knows?
"I brought you this, might've helped" he said placing the tray on my nightstand.
"Thanks" I replied.
"Where we're you last night? I thought you're with Jace guy" she said.
"I-- mum, It didn't went well" I lied.
"Really? Because he went here last night, asking if you we're home" she spoke briefly
"You got us worried Taylor, where have you been?" she asks."Sorry mum, I crashed in to my friends house and--" I explained but was interrupted.
"Tell me the truth" what the hell.
"Mum, I'm in a mess, I don't know what's happening to me. It just that-- I have this growing feeling that I got from him and I can't say it because It'll ruin us, I loved him mum" I admitted honestly.
She hugged me real tight and I buried my face into her shoulders.
My deepest secret just explode.
***
Jace left 57 miss calls and 25 messages. I scrolled past them and replied.Jace:
Where are you?Are you okay?
Answer me
Me:
I'm fine, I'm home. I'm sorry."Do you wanna go out? Or talk about it?" my mum chirps in.
"It's alright mum, I'll just stay here" I answered.
"Okay, By the way, I have to give you this" she said handing me a little envelope.
I opened it and was surprised to see the printed letters on the parchment.
"You're getting married?!" I ask shockingly.
"Yes!" She said smiling widely.
"No, you didn't. I love you so much mum! You have no idea how happy I am for you!" I said breaking in tears.
"Awwee, sweetie. I'm so sorry. Thank you for understanding, I love you baby" she murmured, tears rolling down her cheeks.
My mum is getting married to a really lucky man. They look great together, I just couldn't believe that she had literally engage to this stuffs. I'm so happy and I couldn't wait for the most awaited day of her life to come.
Unlike them, I'm completely in a different story. I'm in love with my stupid, clueless best friend and I don't have the guts to tell him. It's like I'm drowning and it's hard to keep myself up above water especially that no one's there to save me.
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