As always I want you all to be safe, so here are your trigger warnings:
CSA
COCSA
SUICIDE/ATTEMPTED SUICIDE
SUICIDAL IDEATION/THOUGHTS
DEPRESSION
ANXIETY
VIOLENCE
MENTION OF BIPOLAR DISORDER
MENTIONS OF MOCKERY OF MENTAL DISORDERS
MENTIONS OF ABLEIST LANGUAGE
ABLEISM
STALKING
SA
SH
HOMOPHOBIA
TRANSPHOBIA
INTENSE BULLYING
SOME PHYSICAL ASSAULT
SEX TALK
LOTS OF SEXUALITY
BODY DYSPHORIA
VERY LIGHT RELIGIOUS TRAUMA
DISSOCIATION
⚠️viewer discretion advised ⚠️
This book is gonna be blunt, and it's gonna be difficult to write so bare with me if I avoid to update for several months... I also might not go in order of years, but I will try to so please bare with me if I write a part where I talk about being 7 and then the next part talk about being 12. I don't remember in order of years, I remember in order of reoccurring thoughts... If something in this story triggers you and I did NOT add it to the list PLEASE dm me, let me know so I can maybe add it.
Thank you for reading, and even if this is blunt and hard to read, I hope you still enjoy!
P.s. I am still working on chapter two of "the red list" soon after this is posted start looking out for that! ❤️❤️
~Ollie
YOU ARE READING
Can I please have myself back?..you took everything else away
Non-FictionThis is an autobiography of Ollie's life, mostly trauma dumping and random memories that come to mind.
