Chapter 1-Mike's POV

32 1 0
                                        


Dear journal thing, 

I don't even know why I'm writing this. It's a complete waste of time, energy, and paper; but Max and Dustin said it's be a good idea... So here I am. Writing in a fucking diary. It's currently April 1st, 1986 and I'm still alive, so that's a win in my book. 

It's April Fools but no one's laughing. We've all lost so so much. I wish none of this ever happened, I really do love El(maybe not in the way- nevermind),  but I sort of wish I'd never met her. 

Actually, I take that back, it sound awful, and I don't truly know if I mean it. But if none of this had happened(not not that I wish I'd never  met and saved El and everything) I could be so much happier. Will would never have moved. GOD! Things have been SOOO weird between us, I hate it!!!! 

Well this is enough for writing in this stupid diary, talking about how sad everything and everyone is, it's depressing.  I have better things to do right now.


I thought I lost you- BYLERStories to obsess over. Discover now