"I wanted more than what God had." Akver said.
I don't know how to respond to that.
"Be more interested. Now you know how to respond." Akver said.
I think he smiled at me.
"I just did smile at you. I'm actually really close to you. I'm actually whispering in your ear right now."
I turned side to side.
"You are?" I asked.
"Yep. And you didn't even notice. You are so dense."
"Yeah, I guess so."
"So, you admit. You are dense. Dumb dumb."
"I guess so."
"Have you ever got that comment before?"
"Not in this life. But I think I got that comment in my past life."
"Who told you that comment?"
"I don't know. I think it was a man."
"It could've been me. Or not. Eh, I don't know."
"Okay."
"You'll find out later."
"Okay."
"I will tell you. I promise."
"Okay."
"Do you know that I betrayed God?"
"What? Why?"
"I asked if you know, not to ask the reason."
"Oh, no."
"Why did you ask the reason?"
"Because I was shocked by that you betrayed God."
"Well, I did."
"Why?"
"Because I wanted his sword."
"Why?"
"So I could love again."
"Oh"
That was sad. Why would he need a sword for that?
"I didn't need. I wanted."
"Okay."
"I answered your thought and you didn't even notice. Are you not at all interested in me?"
"What? No."
"Good."
"Okay."
"Anyways, I'm gonna continue my story."
"Okay."
"I wanted God's sword. I wanted to love again. I wanted to end my sadness. I didn't want to fall anymore."
"Okay."
"So I looked for the love that could end my sadness."
"Okay."
"I want to point out."
"What?"
"A man is born to kill." He said.
"That was scary." I said.
"It's true."
"That was really scary."
"But it's true. I was born to kill so God won't have to. He didn't want to kill no more. He wanted something else that he didn't know about. So that's why I was born. So I could kill for him. Isn't that sad? I was only born to kill."
"Oh, well I don't think your born purpose matters right now."
"Really?"
"Yep. I think you are not just there to kill. I think you can do more else. You don't need to kill."
"Maybe I can love."
"Yeah, I guess so."
"I will."
I think Akver is looking at me right now.
"I am looking at you." Akver said.
"Wait, really?"
"Yeah. By the way, do you wonder whether or not how I answered your thought?"
"Um, I guess so."
"I think I can read your thoughts."
"What? Really?"
"Yep. No, I actually can read your thoughts."
"Really?"
"Yep."
"So it will be much easier for you right now. I will make your life easier for you."
"Okay. Thanks?"
"Your welcome."
I think I need to prepare for sleep.
"Wait," Akver said, "I didn't finish my story."
"Oh, okay."
"I stood above God once."
"Okay."
"I stole his sword."
"What?"
"I stole his sword. I wanted to end it all. To end my pain. To end my sadness. I wanted to end my sadness. I once was an Angel. But I became the Aviler. The one who stole God's sword. I became more authoritive than God, Himself. My love ended. I couldn't be happy any longer."
That was really sad.
"Eh, not really. It's not sad."
I got shocked.
"Why are you shocked. I said that I can read your thoughts, you dumb dumb. Duh~ Remember."
"I stole His sword." Akver said. "I became Higher than God."
"Are you like at that time?"
"No, I changed."
"How?"
"After I met her. My last love."
