꒷ It's time for you to let go /quackcicle ꒷꒦

Part 4

⚠️self harm, alcohol, make out, sex?,"Gory" ⚠️
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It hurt the blood trickling down his arm falling into the sink, the bloody knife thrown to the other side of the counter. He took a swig of the half empty bottle of whiskey it burning his throat as it went done, quackity looked at him self in the dirty mirror, black hair that was past his shoulders his dark skin turning pale as the days went by, dark eye bags from the sleepless nights it was pitiful. Quackity looked at himself in disgust he took another sip of the alcohol putting it back on the counter, as he had finished it, he looked at the fresh bleeding cuts on his arms and frowned "another shit day" he sighed looking at the mirror again. (Another day another slay)
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"How are you today quackity?" The therapist said grabbing the  freshly poured tea from the table "fine.." quackity said holding his sleeve covered arms, looking out the window seeing all the cars driving by. "You slept well, no night terrors? No headaches?" Quackity gripped his arm hard causing a shock of pain to shoot from his arm to his shoulder, he nodded at the question not looking at the women in front of him. "Well...quackity lying is not going to get you any better.." she said frowning as she leaned back in her cushioned seat, quackity turned his head quickly looking at her "I'm not lying" he scowled knitting his dark brown eyebrows together. She chuckled closing her eyes as she smiled, unamused "I had a bad night." Quackity said finally as he frowned looking out the window again, the women straightened herself out and looked at the duck, opening her eyes again "tell me about it."
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"There you are" schlatt said as he finished patching up Wilbur's stomach, keeping his clawed hands on Wilbur's patched stomach blood seeping through the fabric "thanks" Wilbur grinned, putting his hands over Schlatts before gripping them hard and pulling them away from his bandages and to his lips where he placed a gentle kiss on the bruised knuckles "your knuckles are bruised" Wilbur remarked bringing his lips close to them once more. Schlatt ripped his hands away from Wilbur's hard grip and rubbed his knuckles causing a small pain to spark schlatt scowled "don't kiss my hands again." Said Schlatt firmly pink spread to his cheeks. "no promises" wilbur smiled his words dripped from his lips with a low tone
"Oh don't go sexy with me Brit it won't work"
"Your tail says otherwise" schlatts tail was In fact excitedly waging back and forth "why are you looking at my ass" schlatt screeched puting his hands over Wil's face Wilbur just laughed as the ram pushed him, resulting in the brit falling off his chair on to the ground with his feet still on the chair, wilbur groaned in pain looking up to see schlatt looking down at him. "Sorry" schlatt said half heartedly as he chuckled a little wilbur grabbed the rams fury leg and pulled it making him fall to, thing is it didn't go as Wilbur thought, pulling on the rams leg only made the ram fall on top of him, schlatts had his legs on both sides of Wilbur's hips. Schlatt went a bright crimson red, he shifted in Wilbur's lap, the ram yelped as Wilbur had grabbed his hips hard with wide eyes his short nails digging into his shirt "don't do that." Said the Brit rubbing his thumb over the soft fabric of schlatts shirt schlatt moved down to wils face his cold breath hitting Wilbur's face and Wilbur's warm breath hitting his "your breath smells like smoke"
"And yours smells like alcohol, I think we are even, yea?"
Schlatt smiled touching his lips to Wilbur's "fuck you" mumbled the ram against the others smiling undead lips
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Slimecicles POV:

Pain. That's all it was, pain it seeping into my bones pulling at my flesh going under my finger nails making them peel back my slime heart stopping as my brain melts with the knowledge of almost everything my eyes melting out of the skull I've created , created, the body I created was gone...I was gone... quackity was-
I grunt shooting up from the ground with wide eyes turning my head back and forth only seeing darkness being illuminated by a single bright light 'where am I?' I think "h-hello" i grab my throat my voice was hoarse and quiet as i spoke. I tried to scream but nothing came out, I push at the ground trying to get my self up and out of where ever I was my body more melty and slimy then usual, I was able to get up on jiggly legs as they Almost sink into the dirty mossy ground. I walk towards a bright light the only bright light that was there that was able to save me  'an exit....I'll see quackity again... we'll be happy again-' I think as I come to the exit of the what looks like a cave. I walk around my foot touching sand.. I look around it was all sand nothing else where was las Nevadas 'just- just sand' I frown as I kick my feet making sand fly into the air some of it getting stuck in my clear foot, I look behind me and see a trail of slime I've created I'm melting lightly I look at my hands the bones I had inside were poking out slightly I make fists and let go as I look up at the bright sun I look around and continue forward the only thing I see as I walk are cactus, rocks and huh? A rabbit! I smile distortedly my face lightly melting done to the skull as I walk slowly to the rabbit putting my dripping hand out "h-hello" i murmur my voice hoarse the rabbit looks at me squeaking it almost looked like the rabbits eyes widened as it hops away quickly I scream for it to come back that I'm not going to hurt it but I can't it's empty I grab my throat and squeeze what happened to me why is this all pain my existence is now nothing all of it going through my fingertips and laying heavily in my eyes. Nothing. Slime and water drip down into the sand I bring my hand to my face wiping my cheek with wide eyes I look down at my hand, water, I bite my lip my cheeks going red as tears flow down my slimy face. I lay on my side tears blurring my vision as I hug myself i melt into the sand more and more as I cry for the first time in thousands of years.
"quackity..."
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Quackity sat in the meeting room it was late but foolish begged that they need a meeting to talk about the recent events and what to do now 'I guess we really haven't talked about what happened and what to do... it's almost been a year and we haven't talked about it at all'
"quackity?" Fundy asked as he shook quackity by the shoulder
"Huh?" The duck looked up at fundy
"You..blanked out are you ok?" Fundy asked worryed, of course he wasn't ok his country is going to shit and...he made fists with his hands as they laid on his lap and he closed his eyes tightly then look up at Fundy again with a smile "yea I'm fine Fundy just thinking" quackity says patting the foxes head fundys ears going down to the side as he does "are you sure your ok quackity?" Foolish said piping in "I'm fine a promise let's just get back to it" he says waving a hand "if you want we can continue tomorrow it is late-" he doesn't need a break he just needs to move on move on from everything from slime from everything, quackity scowled and stood up slamming his hands on the long table fundy and foolish looked at him wide eyed "I said we can continue, continue talking how many times do I have to say I'm fine for people to believe it!" He screamed eyes filled with frustration he breathed heavy and looked down he didn't mean to yell but they were being to pushy his eyes were getting watery now "sorry... yea let's continue tomorrow" he said hands in fists as he walked away with his head hanging low he slammed the door behind him. Fundy and foolish looked at each other and gulped loudly.

"SLIME!!"  He yelled holding them in his arms he felt the slimes hand touch his face using their melting thumb to wipe away the tears that rolled down his cheek "Nononononono" he chanted as they started melting through his fingers "it's okay quackity...it'll be okay" he smiled as he dripped into the lava "no you can't leave me..I-I need you-"  he said trying to collect slime as melted more and more "thank you quackity..I love you so much" quackity stared as they disappeared they were gone quackity screamed as he held the only thing there was the glasses he made them. Tears streamed down his cheeks and there was no one to wipe them away no one no one...

Quackity woke up dripping sweat his back sticking to the wet sheets "fuck-" he got up and changed his sheets and went to the bathroom looking in the mirror he still looked horrible but it was a little better he pulled at the bottom of his eyes the bags under them were not getting better though. He just couldn't sleep it was impossible. Quackity put his hand on his cheek and leaned into it a bit he rubbed his cheek with his thumb like slime used to do "ugh like slime used to do" he groaned moving his hand away from his cheek and banged his head on the edge of the counter he had to stop thinking about slime or he wouldn't get any better and he wouldn't be able to move on, he groaned again and put his hands in his hair pulling at it. He widened his eyes and shot up ripping his hands from his hair "slime- no shut up don't think about that" quackity mumbled looking down and covering his face with his hands, he looked through the cracks in between his fingers He mentally scolded him self for his inappropriate thought he just needed a cold shower and he would be okay.
(He need some sexy time)
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"Wilbur" schlatt breathed out as wil kissed his neck biting softly at times how he ended on top of schlatt he doesn't even know "hm?" Wil answered still kissing his neck slowly moving down "your going to slow" the ram said frustrated as he pulled at Wilbur's hair, wil looked up at him and smirked "impatient? Maybe I should just leave you like this you can deal with your little..problem your self" he said biting hard at the ram's collarbone.
Schlatt growled "you better not"
"Hm it's very tempting I would love to see you beg" Wilbur said softly kissing the spot he bit.  "Whatever you salmon fucker" Wilbur smiled against the rams skin at the comment he went up to the rams ear and nibbled softly at the ear lobe "you are in no position to be making rude remarks schlatt" he whispered as he pushed his hand into the rams pants "fuck- shut up." Schlatt said angrily thrusting his hips upwards a little Wilbur just giggled and kissed his cheek pulling his hand out the other mans pants and climbing off him "wha- WILBUR!!" Schlatt yelled shooting up and pulling the brits jumper
"what are you doing!" Wilbur just smiled pulling the rams hand to his mouth and kissed it "WILBUR! YOU CANT JUST UP AND LEAVE AFTER MAKING ME HORNY!!" schlatt growled wil smiled and leaned down to the rams ear "I just did baby" he whispered before pulling back "Here I have a deal I'll continue if you beg" wil grabbed schlatt face pulling it close to his
"I'm not doing that" he mumbled
"Then you won't get what you want" wil gripped the rams face harder
"wil..can you...ugh! Can you continue.. please?" schlatt growled grabbing the soft felt of Wilbur's jumper pulling him so close they're lips are almost touching wil smiled with satisfaction and moved his hand down the rams body to his pants "of course dear"
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Then they fuck to be honest I'm not writing that right now also yes they fucked on the floor anyway here's some food cause I haven't up dated this in a while
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