Is this the feeling of love? // A Heikazuscara Fanfic // Modern Au

Chapter 1 [What are feelings?]

POV Scaramouche

Another day of this chaotic school great. I hope this day isn't as bad as yesterday altough i wouldn't really say yesterday was good either. I slowly got out of bed and went to the bathroom to wash my face and get ready for school. When I did the things I went back to my room to pack my stuff i needed as I hate school I would rather stay at home all day and sleep but no I have to go there because my annoying mother says so. When I was done with everything I looked at my cell phone to check the time, it was already 7:09 a.m. and I didn't have school until 7:55 a.m. So I decided to take it slow and have breakfast downstairs with my moms.

{Timeskip: After Breakfast}

Still Scaras POV

It was already 7:45 a.m. as i made my way to school. How i hate this place. As I was about to walk in the front gate of the school, I saw a boy who looked a year older than me. He had white hair and a red streak in his hair, his hair had been done in a small ponytail, he was talking to another boy who had reddish brown hair. I didn't think too much about it and just walked into the school building. I went to my locker and hooted in the things I didn't need at the moment, I closed my locker again and just as I was about to walk to my class this reddish brown haired guy walked over to me I really had no idea what he wanted from me but I didn't care at all. "Hey there cutie aren't you this little guy from Xiaos class?" He asked me, i was a little confused on why he wanted to know that and did he just call me little!? "First up i'm not little and second why do you wanna know? I don't even know you." This guy really got big nerves and i don't even know him. "Oh i'm sorry i forgot to introduce myself, i'm Shikanoin Heizou but all my friends call me Heizou and so can you." Me? Tsk this Heizou guy is really onto something. "Listen Heizou i don't know what you want from me but i have to excuse myself and go to class." I said getting tired of him as hell and just walking away from him making my way to class.

{Timeskip: After class & at lunch}

POV Scaramouche

Finally it's lunch break Mr. Zhonglis class was so boring i almost slept, i hate History so much it gives me a headache sometimes but it doesn't matter anymore. Wait. Lunch break that means. "Heyyy Scara-chan!!!" Great. Why do you have to be at this godamn school Archons please help me. "Scara-chan why are you walking into that direction the others are over there!" The boy with medium length hair with two longer braids in a soft gradient from navy to turquoise said. "Sorry I forgot Venti." I obviously lied to him like man can't I just have a break alone for two minutes without him?? "It's totally fine we all do forget things sometimes, but now come with me to the others will you?~" the boy with braids said. "Ugh fine.." "Great!" He said and took me by the hand leading me to were the others sat. "Is everything okay Scara? You've been zooning out quite a lot lately." A blonde boy with a braid said. "Yes yes I'm fine you needn't worry about me.." "If you say so I won't bother you." "Yeah yeah whatever.." I said annoyed by him, why must everyone be so nice to me? I just don't understand, I don't deserve kindness..I can't even feel feelings..so what makes me so special? Just don't think about this right now Scara just focus on yourself and not the others. But one question do I have.....

What are Feelings?

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Hello again my beautiful leafs!
I hope you enjoyed the first chapter. I'm really sorry if it's short and rushed and if there are spelling mistakes. I'll make sure to post a chapter everyday a week!

But now I will end the chapter here see you next time leafs bye bye 🍁

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