They call us gods

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"Oh he's beautiful melody—he has your eyes.." Kellan said as his wife gave out one last smile before she went blank "m..melody? Baby! Doctor help! Nurse someone!" The room became filled with people and nurses and cries of a baby 'boy' soon the love of his life was gone as the room fell silent.

Monday September 20th 2022
But I wasn't a baby boy, I was a girl. After the ripe age of 10 I started to grow two lumps on my chest, my father freaked out takes me to the doctor who then says. "Your son is actually a woman sir, she just has the opposite part." My name was quickly changed. My dead name was Jason but then quickly changed to Lorraine, I was named..again after my aunts favorite singer! How fun and cute! Right?!
"Okay so—you gotten just put this over it okay?" My aunt lacy was telling me as I nodded my head "yes yes I understand, the noodles must stem before boiling." I said with a very bored tone as my aunt sighs and shakes her head "You are hearting my noodles hearts you know." She replied as I laugh and go and sit down on the bar stool which then my dad asks me the question every kid dregs to hear... "So gotta boyfriend? Or girlfriend! Or partner!—oh-wait is that right partner?-" my father said in a slight panic every since I came out he's been worried about saying the wrong thing. Maybe too worried. "Yes and no dad, it's kinda hard to get with anyone when you have—...the wrong part..—yeah" I said in a uncomfortable tone as my father frown "I know but hey! Its a new year new you! Maybe you'll find someone that is perfect my sweet cube!" He said happily to me, all I could do was just smile and nod my head.

Monday 8:10 pm

I was just getting out of the water as I couldn't help but notice the stars house, is what me and my friends call it. Got sold, I could tell because the lights were on and there were still moving boxes being carried inside "Big family?" I told myself before hearing my name called out by my dear friend Ivan. He comes running up to me out of breath "There. Is. A. Very. Scary. Dog. Over. There." He told me taking a big breath in with every word he spoke. "Gotcha thanks for telling me." I smiled and pat his shoulder he's terrified of every little thing! Bugs, the ocean, the cracks in the side walk! He's good looking also, he's blonde and green eyes and light freckles along his nose and upper cheeks. But he's just so damn scared of everything. "You are very welcome." He replied finally getting his breath together before going and walking with me as I pointed to the house "Someones moved inside." I replied which he then said "Yeah! I helped moved some stuff inside, there was this like 6ft dude needed help with a couch so—I gave in!" Ivan said with the biggest smile on his face, I chuckled in return. Although something in me was just asking me to turn to the house which I agreed to, and once I looked I saw the brightest smile and prettiest, along with beautiful hair with pink tips although with it. Her hair looked like a cloud I just wanted to touch it. I looked away after what I thought was an appropriate time to, although I had this weird feeling like—I was shaky? Weird, I mean I could have gotten the flu or something...or could it be something else..? Whatever it was it has to go away. I had other things that needed to get done and I wasn't about to have some chick get my heart all mushy and stuff—after all falling in love at first sight was just Disney Bull shit.