The Billionaire's Hidden Desire

Chapter Nine

Winoah Wilson's POV

I heard some noises around me but I can't figure whose those voices are. I want to open my eyes but I felt my eyes are so heavy and I can't open it. My head are aching. I'm so confused, I don't know what's happening to me. I feel dizzy, I have this feeling that I'm going to throw up anytime.

"Doc, did I hear you right? Winoah is pregnant?!" It's janes voice, it sounds like a whisper but I hear it clearly. My heart is pounding so past, I can't believe what I heard. all my fear are now became a reality. I don't know what I'm feeling right now. I can't believe that I'm pregnant, I have a baby inside my tummy. unintentionally my right hand is rubbing my small stomach. My child, I have a baby in my stomach.

It's a mix emotion, I'm so happy I can't explain the feeling that I felt right now. there is a baby inside my stomach, I repeat it many times in my mind. it's like it's not real but I'm going to be a mother in less than nine months from now. I'm going to be a mother, I'm happy but sad at the same time. reality hits me, I'm going to be a single mother. with that though a hiccup escape from me.

"Oh my god Winoah your awake" it's Carla, I feel her came to me and touch my face, I didn't notice that a tears are running in my face.

"Winoah, don't cry, you should be happy your going to be a mother." I open my eyes and see a smiling Carla, sympathy is visible to her eyes. I know she's just trying to make me feel good and I need it right now, I need comfort, I need someone in my side right now. I feel so alone. In that though I can't help it I cried. I hug Carla tightly and she hug me back.

"Winoah, don't cry it will be bad to your baby, your baby will feel unwelcome, the baby will feel that your crying because of him." I cried more. I can't help it, I don't want my baby to feel unwelcome. he's unborn but I feel that I love him so much. My baby, oh my baby he is my own flesh and blood. He is my child. I know it's hard but I can raise him on my own. I will love him unconditionally. He maybe made unexpected but he is not a mistake. God gave me this child.

"I love my baby" I manage to whisper even I'm crying silently..

"That's the Winoah I knew" it's Jane I feel her hug in my back. I'm so happy that despite my situation Jane and Carla is here for me. trying to comfort me.

"What I am going to do now?" I stare to Jane and Carla..

"Winoah, we can figure it out, Jane and me are here for you.

"Carla is right, we are here for you, just don't think to much, it's bad for your baby."

"Thank you for being here for me. I don't know what I am going to do if your not here" I cried again, I don't want to be emotional but that's what I felt right now and I can't help it.

My two friends hug me. I can feel their warm embrace. I can feel their sympathy and I feel that they will be here for me. I feel the Doctor left the room. maybe to give us some privacy, and I'm very happy for that. I just want to be here with my two friends. I didn't see it before, the seriousness in them. They are always an easy go lucky personality but when I need them u can rely on them. There is a lot of things going on in my mind right now.

My family, I don't know how I'm going to tell them that I'm pregnant, my family in the Philippines are going through a lot of problems too. and I am the one that helping them, but now? I have a baggage on my own. I don't want to give them another problem, and I don't want them to think that I'm such a failure. I am pregnant. without a husband, my child will grow up without a father. This is not what I want for my child.

"Winoah? " I heard Jane and I stare at her.

"Who is the father of your child?" I know that they will going to ask me that question but I'm not ready to tell them.

I breath deeply.

"If your not ready to tell us whose the father of your child, it's alright, but don't you think you need to tell him that you're pregnant? It's Carla

"Winoah, he deserve to know that he's going to be a father. He is still a father of your child. And I think you need he's help." Jane hold my hands. " If you have something to tell us. just say it, we will understand. And we are not here to judge you, because Carla and I are not perfect, we are here to help you, and we are here us your friends.

"I'm not ready to tell you guyz" I admit to them. "but when I'm ready I will tell you."

They both smiled at me and hug me once again.

I know they will not going to judge me and I will going to tell them soon what's really happened to me. Why I ended up pregnant. I can trust them because they are my friends. And now I am ready to tell them the truth.

But I am not ready to face the father of my child. I'm not ready to face David Ashton.

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