Winoahs POV
After our little drama in the hospital with Carla and Jane, they been very supportive with me, they didn't push me to tell them how I get impregnate. In my heart I am so happy that I have a true friend that always in my side especially now that I'm pregnant. After what Sally did to me, I feel like I'm not capable to trust a friend again but I was wrong , Jane and Carla is here to support me I'm not Alone.
We are now in a department store, my friends push me to get shopping early for my baby, they are so excited about it and I'm very happy to have someone in my side.
"Girls I think it's too early for shopping, it's only one month and I don't know what's my baby gender is"
"You know what Winoah we need to shop early for your baby so we can decorate the room, I'm so excited you know" Carla is pouting like a child and it makes me smile .
"And besides we will shop things in a color sky blue it's a unisex color, it's not be a problem if it's a girl or a boy, stop worrying to much Winoah just leave it to us"
I want to protest but I think Jane is right. I need to shop early for the baby and I need to budget my money early too.
I saw a baby crib, it's color sky blue made in woods it's very cute and I'm imagining my baby lying in that crib. It makes me so overwhelm. Jane notice me.
"Oh, it's a cute baby crib I think we need to buy this , what do you think girls?" Jane is inspecting the crib " oh yeah it's cute and the color is sky blue I thinks it's perfect, Winoah? They both ask me.
" yeah I like it, but the problem is I don't know if it's gonna fit in my apartment , my apartment is Very small" it makes Jane and Carla think.
"Yeah right, your going to have a baby now we didn't think about your small apartment, we are just so excited to have a baby shopping that we forgot about your apartment, I think you should find a new place. " I think Carla is right, I'm going to have a baby soon, I need to have a room for my baby.
"Yeah right! I think you should find a new place first before we started buying things for your baby " Jane is laughing like a maniac
"And why are you laughing? I think there is no funny about that" Carla is look irritated I think because we are still not gonna start shopping for my baby, she is the one who is very excited to do some shopping and it makes me smile.
"Because the three of us are so ignorant to this kind of things, I think we are not really ready to become a mother, all we are just thinking is to go shopping for the baby and we forgot some important things, like Winoahs apartment is too small, something like that hahah, no offense Winoah it is just our first time. We are acting like a father of your baby here not some sexy chicks who just want to do shopping" We both laugh to what Jane said.
"Yeah , I think my baby is gonna happy to have a two sexy chick Daddy "
"But we can do some window shopping for the baby, then after this Jane and I will help you to find a new apartment. " I nod
We started roaming around in the department store, all the things for the baby is so cute. I can't help but to touch every things that I want for my baby and it makes my heart beat faster. Just thinking of my baby in my tummy, I can feel the happiness that growing in my heart. I'm excited to have a baby, it makes me worry somehow , but it's a good thing to be a mother to have my own child, I know my family will understand it.
We are doing some Window shopping for almost 2 hours now, Jane and Carla is always arguing to some little things like this is much cuter than that blah blah blah, they have different taste but it doesn't matter to me because they do have both a good taste when it comes to things , they are so noisy we always caught the attention of the sales person in the department store. I am listening to them in one of there battering about the baby shoes, they are both holding different shoes in there hands and I can't help but to smile in them, they look like a child and they don't care about the people around them. I roam my eyes around the department store, theirs not a lot of people , I saw a couple who do some baby shopping the woman is look likes in her early thirties and a baby bump in her tummy is now visible, her husband is so sweet to her their hands are entwined to each other. Once upon a time I am imagining things like that, I and Borge doing shopping together for our baby. Thinking of Borge makes me sad again it's been two years but still I can't forget what happened , I can't still forget he's betrayal it's weird because thinking of him now not making me sad anymore it's a weird feeling but somehow it's a right feeling that finally I think I don't have any feelings for him anymore. Too long for me to get over him.
I feel like that someone is looking at me, I look around to find someone but there is none. Aside from the couple, an old lady and some people that doings own shopping I don't see anyone whose familiar to me, but I still feel it. It makes me goosebumps and I feel cold at the moment. My heart bear so fast and I feel that there is something's not right. I can still feel that there is someone's looking at me, I turn around and my eyes is searching for something or someone it's creeping me. At the end of the department store there is a big man looking at me, I don't know him when he notice that I'm looking at him he walk away until I can't see him anymore. It's a weird feeling but I know that he is looking at me. But why? I don't know him. He is looking at me weirdly, it makes me scared. As far as I know I don't do anything wrong to someone but why I'm feeling like this? I feel like there is something gonna happen. I am so lost in my thoughts that I don't even recognize that Jane and Carla is calling me, they are now far away from me.
"Winoah, why your not following us?" Carla shout at me . I followed them hesitantly and I can't help myself but to search to that man earlier. He is nowhere to be found.
"Is everything ok?"Jane hold my hands when I am already beside them. "You look so pale Winoah?"
"Nooo I'm oo ok " I stammered , it's a weird feeling I'm kinda nervous maybe it's only because of my hormones. I'm pregnant and I'm just only imagining thins I think. I don't want to make my friends worry about me , I smile and tell them that everything is ok. We started to walk again. I can see in there eyes that they are worried
But being a good friend they just keep silent and didn't asked anything.________________________
I did update!!! Yehey!! Thank you for the long wait. I will update very soon.
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