NEEDY - B.E. IMAGINES

21st *

gxg
billie sub

y/n pov:
"please billie, let me see!" i whined, leaning against the door of billie's bedroom.
"no! you have to wait till the party!" she yelled back.

it was the evening of december seventeenth and we were getting ready for billies 21st birthday party. a few weeks prior, billie had come home gushing about the outfit she bought for the party, but refused to show it to me. she went as far as leaving it at her brothers house to keep me from seeing it.

"billie, come on!" i heard footsteps coming to the door, before it opened the tiniest bit. billie poked her head out, a grin on her face.
"zoe is gonna pick you up in a few minutes so i suggest you get your ass downstairs," she says, matter of factly. i pushed the door in protest but her grip stayed firm and she didn't let it open any further. "tsk, so impatient angel. you waited so long already, im sure you can go another 40 minutes." i groaned in frustration.
"ugh, fine but only if i can have a kiss first.'' billie let out a small giggle.
"this is the last one you're getting all night, so you better make it worth it," billie teased.

a wave of sadness rushed over me. me and billie weren't in a public relationship. i respected her choices on staying private, but i hated that i couldn't be openly affectionate with her. especially on a night like this, i wanted to spend my time showing off my girlfriend to everybody, but I knew i couldn't.

i plastered on a fake smile and pressed a love filled kiss to her lips. billie noticed my sudden change in mood, but knew better than to ask what was wrong. she knew i didn't like to talk about it.
"i love you baby. so much," her eyes filled with adoration. "thank you for everything."

3rd person pov:

the women kissed again, before billie shoved y/n away to go downstairs. y/n considered staying by the stairs to see her girlfriend walk out, but when zoe texted her that she was outside, she decided against it and went downstairs.

-

y/n was beyond overwhelmed when she stepped foot into the hall the party took place in. the venue was decorated to the brim with christmas decorations. the ceiling was covered in glittery ornaments, dangling garments, and lights. everywhere you looked there were small decorated trees, fake snow, and backdrops set up to take pictures in front of. this year, billie had really outdone herself.

what also came to a surprise to the woman was how packed the room was. there were hundreds of people everywhere, ranging from actors to musicians and everything in between.

looking around, y/n decided she was just going to stick with billie's closest friends. her social anxiety was already over the roof, and the last thing she needed was to meet some famous celebrity, who would make her into a blabbering, nervous mess. that plan left her mind almost as quickly as it came into it; zoe was no where to be seen, and neither was anybody else she knew.
perhaps it was for the better if she just stayed alone. it wouldn't bring any attention to her and billie.

moments later the lights dimmed, and the room cheered.

billie walked in, immediately being greeted with hugs and exclaims of "happy birthday!" she wanted to greet everyone and talk to them, but the main thing on her mind was to find her girlfriend, or rather for her girlfriend to find her. her eyes scanned the large room briefly, unable to find y/n.

"oh my god, you look so good billie!" a voice snapped her out from her search. billie smiled at her friend and welcomed her with a hug.

finding her lover would have to wait.

-

"holy shit." y/n muttered as she caught a glimpse of her girlfriends shiny black hair. seconds later, billie's full silhouette emerged from the crowd. y/n's mouth watered at the sight of billie wearing the long awaited outfit. her eyes traveled up and down her girlfriend, taking in her beauty. she was wearing a tight red dress, white fluffy lining on the top and bottom. a black belt fit snug right around her waist, and a small cloak of the same material as her dress laid on her shoulders, tied together in a bow right at her neck. the matching gloves put the look together, going just past her elbows, along with red boots.