~Lee Jongsuk
"Look we all make bad choices and I'll forgive you if you let me help you" I almost stutter out
"You're right we all make bad choices but for you I am that bad choice" He says with his fingers intertwined with mine smiling through the...
Was he beating himself up for not being able to open up to me? All this time I was consumed by my own emotions that I didn't once stop to ask how he was feeling, I now felt guilty. How could I have been so selfish?
That doesn't mean I'll just disregard the fact that he emotionally ruined me
"Why?" I asked him, it was now his turn to be confused as he quickly blinked his tears away.
"Why what?" He questioned. "Why did you end the relationship?" I asked as I found myself nearly hyperventilating, still consumed with the same question he's asking me right now ~WHY~
"Something came up." He literally lied through his teeth I would have almost believed him if it weren't for the circumstances we were placed in
"Bullshit, Jongsuk tell me, you hurt me, ended our three year relationship with some lame excuse that even my dog wouldn't believe, call me every night like some high schooler who fell in love and I'd come to you with underwear littering your apartment, face and neck full of hickeys when I haven't even let another man touch me other than you and I come here to you tonight with tears in your eyes saying I make you fucking loose your shit and confess how you were an idiot for not treating me the same and I ask you why and you shut me out as always and come up with another shitty excuse saying something came up as if I was a blind date at a damn coffee shop and you just stood me up. I'm tired of this. " I stood up as I was readying to leave I really can't continue to hurt myself like this. When I reached the door "Jihyun, wait! I was scared I was just scared I was vulnerable and my mind and feelings were scattered all over the place" He says softly "Look Jihyun I'm really sorry but just please stay the night I need you, that's why I called you over, please!" He grits out with his head low and voice deep.. "Scared of what?" I asked trying to loop around this situation with him making it more difficult with all this riddles "I was scared of hurting you!" He mutters "Well you already did Jongsuk." I mumble out ~
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A quick short chap bcs Idon't think anyone reads this anyways but if you do ever read this and actually like it thank you. If you want I'll continue this book, just lmk :)
