22'

Year Mark

Throughout my 3 years of real adult life (mommy, head of household) I've learned a lot . Not only learned I've accomplished so much. If you read the other story you must know I'm not ashamed of anything. I said what I said and everything is the truth. It's been a year since I've been on my own. Regardless of any situation I've always made it through. Just had to stress about it first; if you know me then you know. I've learned so much and every debt mistake I've made, I've learned how to crawl from out the hole. Everything hasn't been daisies and dandelions. That's why every day you have to get up and try again. No matter how long it takes you just get there. From the year I've been on my own I've lost friends, family, support etc. It made me weak at first but then it made me stronger. My life will never be normal, it'll never be the best. I wouldn't trade it for the world though. I'm a 21 year old single mother who sits day in and day out figuring out what's the next move. I trusted my instincts and God of course with so many challenges and decisions this year. The year 2022 is called the "survival year" for me. I've survived so much this year and I'm ready to just live . My biggest goal in life is to live. Not worry about anything or anyone. I've made mistakes, I've learned from them.  This year beat me down completely, drained me, almost killed me but I made it through. I'm gone always be that "unknown girl" I want to be unknown. I rather be unknown than known. Anything I speak on is not embarrassing to me anymore. I speak on it to lift others, or let others know they situation matters. There's no need to be ashamed of anything you've been put through or going through. Hard times don't last forever. It's been plenty of times I've admit I was the problem but that comes with maturity. My entire life I felt like I always had to fight, always had to be the adult, always had to figure it out on my own. As I look back at it I'm grateful everything turned out the way it did.