Drarry

Anorexia

Harry's POV:

I had just woken up to the mumble and slight whimper i think of Draco. His head was on my chest and he looked unsettled. "HARRY!" Draco woke up and screamed. "It's ok honey i'm right here, i'm right here." I said in my most calming voice stroking his hair so that he would lay back down. "Nightmare again?" I asked. "Yeah, it's horrible. It's me and you and your cooking and then when we sit down and eat you aren't eating anything and then for like a few years you don't eat anything and i get all worried and scared so i ask you to go to the doctors and you say no your fine and then you died repeatedly..." Draco's voice trailed off. "Right, well erm, i don't know why you think that this is going to happen." I said trying to calm him down. "Because you're not eating Harry! If you don't eat I'm not eating." Draco said as his stomach rumbled. I laughed "i'll go make breakfast". "No, stay here." Draco whined as i moved. "Honey I can't cook your pancakes in bed." I said rolling my eyes. "No but just stay for a few more minutes pleaseeeeee!" Draco whined. I laughed "How can you always be so cold Draco!" "Oh i'm sorry it's not my fault you're a walking furnace!" Draco said pouting. "Nooo" Draco grumbled as I got up and put on my sweater and joggers. "I'm cold now thanks!" Draco shouted as i left the room.

I could hear him stumbling around getting dressed. "I'm up now come back bc i'm freezing!" Draco moaned. As i let the pancake cook in the pan I came over and hugged him from behind. "You're freezing." I teased. "Hahaha very funny indeed for merlins sake we need some form of heat, well other than you obviously." Draco said calming down for once. "You mean like heating?" I said trying not to laugh. "Heating? Whats that?" Draco said looking confused. "Muggle thing" I said bursting out with laughter. "Ok stop laughing at me, go away." Draco said pouting again.

Draco's POV:

Harry went back to making our pancakes and I noticed that when he came back, and was messing about pretending to drop my food, his sweater lifted up... He's loosing weight again. I think that I need to talk to him about it because it can't be healthy. I finished my pancake and noticed that he cut his into loads of pieces and moved them about to look like he had eaten. I never noticed that he did that until i noticed he was loosing weight.

"Baby?" I asked gently to make it look like I wasn't going to ask him. "yeah?" I heard him reply. "Can you come here for just a sec please." I said. "Draco I can't always be there when you're cold yo-" He started but i cut him off. "No it's- it's something else I need to talk to you about baby." "Okay one second.." His voice trailed off. Uh-oh I think he knew. Harry sat beside me on the couch and looked at me with questioning eyes. He wanted to know what i was going to do "I have every right to be concerned about you Harry!" I blurted out. "O-Okay, erm, why are you concerned about me?" He asked. "You weight loose no tell me no eat!" I said. Well i think that was words. No it definitely wasn't words but somehow he understood. I was just really panicked and overwhelmed and didn't want him to think he had to deal with things on his own! I mean merlin we have been married for 3 years now!

"Oh... Right. You've erm noticed have you?" Harry said sounding bitter. "Y-yes baby, you need to know that you don't have to go through things alone. So tell me what's wrong?" I said in my most calming voice I could possibly use! " I have anorexia." He said looking down. "Anorexia. Right. Erm." I mumbled not quite knowing what it was. "It's a muggle disease in a way it's not contagious or anything it's where I feel a need to keep my weight as low as possible. It's things like believing you're fat when you're a healthy weight." His voice trailed off and I saw him wipe a tear from his face. "Come here" I said pulling him close to me hugging him. "How long have you had it for?" I asked. "Since I started going to Hogwarts and the Dursleys-" He said but i had to stop him. "The fucking Dursleys! I will fucking kill them for making you feel like this!" I said, I was mad because it's my Harry and the Dursley's gave him a disease or something and it's making him ill! "No. Draco, honey it's fine don't." He said sitting up and stop crying. But it wasn't I had to look after him. I had to!