MY PERFECT LIFE...

...7. OIKOPHOBIA...

AROURA (P.O.V)
I was sitting in the darkness of my room and was surrounded by nothing but the furniture in my room. Suddenly, every single thing around me morph into something that you won't like to see or any normal person won't understand what I am witnessing.

The couch at the other end of my room soon has its own two feels and facial features grown over it, My closet have formed the similar features as my couch but has a set of hand grown by its side to, my television set, my books have grown similar features.

All my stuffs in my room starts moving closer to me and soon in no time I am surrounded by all my things which I adore, migrates from their own places towards my bed making me feel claustrophobic.

In no time making me feeling dizzy and panting hard to control my breathing to it's normal rate but in no avail. Every single thing around me starts to taunt me and whisper about me. Out of which some of them I can hear.

"Look how pathetic she is, can't even see how she is used by her own family."

"Look she is nothing but is an old rag doll."

"She is useless."

"She is so weak how will she live with her husband. Will he love her, in the state which she is now."

"Noboby, needs her."

"Why can't she gives up."

"Her dad and Ash would also give up on her one day she shouldn't trust them."

"She should give up, she is unwanted and would never be nourished and pampered or love."

"Everything in her life is just a show off, she shouldn't trust any of them."

I can't tolerate them so, I tried ignoring them but, they keep Coming back lopuder than before. I tried to get up and rush towards my washroom.

But, my comforter won't let me go, it hugs me to tight wisherpering sweet nothing and tried to comfort me but to no avail.

"You are more safe here than outside, you shouldn't move an inch from here just stay."

"Nobody cares about you but we do. You are not gonna move from here not to your dad or Ash you will be safe here dear."

"Nobody needs you. You are on your own. You shouldn't give up. You don't require pampering or anything."

Now, I can't handle it, this things are moving out of my hand and without realizing I start screaming with tears in my eyes.

Soon, the door opens and there stands Ash with his gun pointed at Me. It terrified me and I move away from him.

"They told me not to trust anyone, they told me, I was a fool not to believe in them. You are a traitor Ash. Leave me alone. Go away!" I scream at his with tears in my eyes.

Then I noticed that not only I am covered in my tears but sweat was dripping out of my body as if I have just came out from the hot shower and didn't dried myself and put my clothes on hurriedly. I was also withering and shivering badly, my breathing still hitched.

Ash observes me and suddenly he throws his gun away and raises his hand in surrender. I think he heard my every word not that I was wishpering but it seams like I was,to me.

"Okay, Aro, I mean no harm you can trust me. Just look in my eyes, please look in my eyes."

I do as he asked me to

"Okay, now follow my breathing inhale, exhale. Once more. Inhale, exhale Okay good once more...."

We continued this exercise without breaking our eye contact for several minutes till my breathing normalizes.