MY PERFECT LIFE...

...21. NIGHTMARES...

AIDEN (P.O.V)
Ignoring Aroura is like ripping some flesh out of me. I can't do this anymore but have to, to keep our both sanity. Today, when she was about to fall of the stairs I can't help but stare at her which amusement hidden behind my blank look.

During dinner to I fell her tense due to her family members presence. It still pisses me of at how could they hate such a jolly and pure soul she is. Well, I don't think she is that pure but she has not shown me that side of her personality till now.

After dinner I was ordered to stay and to my bad luck I have to share a room with my fiance and thinking about the bad blood we have between us because of me, it only makes whole situation weird, uncomfortable and difficult.

When she entered the room after have a nice chat with her brother and father she quickly did her night routine and soon she was out like stone. But, in that state to I can tell she didn't have her guards down. No, one can escape from her room on her presence without even being noticed by her no matter how trained you are.

I can't sleep at all knowing she is few steps ahead of me. I have an urge to explain her my situation and make her understand. But, I can't show her my vulnerability and the care and protective feeling I have for her.

Soon enough I was welcomed by the darkness  that swallowed my desperation  to sort things out but, at the same rate I was pulled out of slumber by a someone thrashing and screaming. First I can't think of where I am but soon realized my location.

I turned towards where the source of sound was and scene infront of me broke my resolve and I stood up strolled towards her bed and tried to wake her up. But, to na avail she started thrashing even more. I know Ash can handle her but she can't be dependent on his as soon he won't be with her at my home.

I tried once more and this time she woke up but it seems like she was in some kind trance or something. She was now having a full blown panic attack. Her eyes were blurry she can't focus on a single thing that was for sure.  She tried to move away from the bed but it was like she was been held by it and seems like she was trapped there.

I tried to gain her attention but it seems like it was impossible to do it. I don't want to scare her by touching her but she has left no other option for me and soon enough her cheeks were in my hands. I told her ti focus on me and my breathing and follow it and soon she calmed down.

I took breath of relief and wishpered sweet nothing ti ressure both her and me that everything is fine. I can't help but kiss the top of get head and ask her to go back to her sleep  as I wrap my hand around her and drift to a deep slumber. And I am not kidding it when I say it was the best sleep I had in I guess a decade or something now.

AROURA (P.O.V)
5yeaes me stood there thinking what wrong i did that it made mom so angry. It even wasn't my fault, infact 8 should be the one when my elder sister stole my doll broke it. I don't know what Anna told mom but she seemed furious at me. I haven't seen her this furious.

Then I decide to speak which was the worst decision of my life and also was the first and last time when mom raised her hand on me claiming that I shouldn't open my mouth when all I do is lie. I was a bit disappointed as she didn't told what Annba told her nor she did let me explain my self.

That day I decided that I won't speak to mom unless required and accept all the accusations and took the blame on me that I don't even know what they were.

This only encourages Anna and I tolerated it though out my childhood. But, everything changed when once she saw me and dad having father-daughter time. She was so furious and her word were filled with venom that it still hurt when I remembered it.

"You bitch you don't deserve anything they provide you."

"What you get is more than enough you know. And if you came in my way in any way then you just wait and watch."

I know it's just a dream but I can't help, I know my brain is playing tricks on me but I can't help it.

That day I decided to respond her back and it only made matter worst.

"Look Anna I don't know what you are talking but, listen me 1st and last time okay, thus isn't only your family it's mine too. So, leave me alone or I am gonna tell all your antics to dad when he returns from hid business trip tomorrow."

That made her furious and she suddenly pushed me into the store room which was just a few doors away from my room which is never used that much. I didn't have time to react as she slammed my head on the wall which made me dizzy and before I know she locked me into broke cupboard.

When I woke up I begged and cried to let out but no one can hear me and I cried my myself to sleep full of fear and hunger within me. The next morning  Anna came and unlocked me but nor before threatening me that she would tell mom everything and I know again mom will take her side.

When I came out of the cupboard from that day on I have a fear for darkness and close places. People thinks claustrophobic is just natural and sometimes even genetic but no one ever thinks about the scenarios that in present life due to some incidents also we could come across them and get affected by it.

Just by thinking about it made me loose my breath and I definitely know now I am screaming and thrashing on my bed. I feel some one try to wake me up. That person succeeded to but, the second I wake up I am gained by my panic attack.

And same scenarios of my room getting closer with all my things growing there facial features and saying nothing but evil. I try to thing and tell my brain to stop playing this game with me. But, it seems to have a brain of itself.

I feel someone's hands on my cheeks and soon everything becomes clear. Aiden help me out of my panic attack today which took me by surprise. I quickly wrap my arms around his torso and buried my face into his chest. I now didn't think about anything.

I felt him kiss my head and soon he holds me tight and firm grasp of his we bothdrift into our deep slumber.

I think I have lot to explain tomorrow and lot to interrogate him about his behavior towards me tomorrow also. It's going to be a long day..

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Total word count — 1246

Okay, so it's just to chapter to grow and maintain Aiden's and Aroura's relationship. It's important chapter for their relationship to grow for me.

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