MY PERFECT LIFE...

...14. UNPREDICTABLE FUTURE...

AIDEN (P.O.V)
Aroura's panic attack reminds me of Rosey she to had this panic attack after what happened to mom she to have trust issues but they are not that bad as Aroura.

The helplessness of the situation came striking me with full blow Making me relieve the event occurred that day.

"You promised her to save her and you failed."

"Never let anyone become your weakness."

"Women's only make us men weak. Don't fall for their trap son."

"Your mom was nothing but a weakness and now I am to glad she is out of our life."

"You should control all the women or else they cross their boundaries and think highly of themselves. "

"Your mom, your sister is just nothing but a peice of shit and good for nothing. "

I don't want to hear this thing again ever but the day mom died that person crossed his every limit he thinks women are just a weakness, useless and his toys. I hate him alot and don't want to relieve those moments.

Hell, I hate myself for being his son and from that day Rosey started having panic attacks. I was raised by my mom I am not like my father I used to repeat this and respect women. But, today what I did reminds me what my mother went through, what he did to her.

He always did this, he always pushed her limits and test her. Insult her, use her. I doubt that even once in life he have respected her at least as a mother of his children, but whom, am I kidding. It's as hard as you have to make a human fly.

I am slowly turning into my dad and I don't want it ever in my life. I can't handle this pain that I have turned into the person who killed my mom. I can't let my child if they ever existed in near future to hate me as I hate my father. I can't let that happen ever again.

I can't let history repeat itself. I want everyone I mean it every single person around me happy without any complaints.

With that thought I enter into my driveway and into my gym punching the shit out of that punching bag till it rip opens.

I can't break the promise that I made my mom, sister and myself never. The promises whichever I had broken it cost me to lose the precious person of my life. I will never let that happen never ever.

AROURA (P.O.V)
I woke up and felt slight headache I turned towards my right only to meet a pair of eyes staring at me. Yay, Ash I don't know how long I was out. But, I known one thing that is it's already evening and soon it will be time for our dinner.

Ash didn't spoke any thing to me he just stared at me.

"Will you stop staring."

"I will once I know and make sure that you won't faint again."

"Okay, now tell me what was the trigger point for this panic attack."

"I-I I don't know Ash and please stop this Q/A round with me will you please?"

"Did Aiden said anything."

"Okay, it's not Aiden and even if he had said anything he didn't know about all this and about my other sensitive topics other than which you already told ofcource. "

"Okay, I believe you. But, do you think you are okay we have party tomorrow do you think we can continue with this party. "

"Ofcource we can now don't be ridiculous okay, just chill and don't think much."

"Don't tell me after seeing you like that before I can just chill and and not think much. But, still I will try."

"By the way I am sorry but Aiden saw you having panic attack so he won't leave us easily till he is satisfied with the answer. "