a spark of purple flickers in the distance amidst the dark void surrounding my body. like the beating of a heart, it shines brighter and brighter.
i can hear a voice calling out my name. I subconsciously walk closer towards it.
"jimin…"
"mother."
"my son-" "i am NAUT your son. how dare you… call me with such affection…. after everything you did to me?!" i spit out at my self proclaimed mother.
"but… you called me 'mother' just now." the light wavered.
"you may not look like her in the present, but my heart and soul tells me that you are, my mother. but even so.!!! do Not see me as your son. i have long lived pass that title" i sneered coldly
i could bear sweeping off the rain from the floor and eating the last week's leftovers as long as it was with you, but why did you leave me, mother?
i had no father. I was fatherless.
i once asked my mother, who impregnated her. she only stayed silent.
i lived my whole live behind a mask, like i was a puppet. but I couldn't care less.
not until mother left me too.
since then, i started to wear more skinny jeans, bright colored clothing, straitened and flattened my hair with long fringes to cover my forehead and deadly glare and dyed my hair bright.
fell in love with a vampire, started listening to sexo, joined a gang for the sole reason of fighting but ended up being a family instead.
i… had found my true self.
i was no longer the jimin who had to work with whatever he's given, i started robbing small businesses to buy sexo merch, vandalising street walls with sexo, lied in my cover letter so i can get the money for my top surgery, lied to my distant relatives that i was doing well with the money my mother left me when really, i was just being myself, the me who's now trans and gay and with a few screws loose.
when my life was falling apart, when i was fighting to be myself, when I needed them the most; they weren't there.
before i know it something warm wets my face. I wiped them off quickly before my mother could see.
"oh, Jimin… There's something I need to tell you." The light (mother) said. "I haven't got much time left."
the moment i opened my eyes again that purple light that was once beating mighty, was now flickering towards it's death.
"J ..jjjimmin… your father… he's…!!!-"
".... M-mother..?"
as the light dispersed, the dark void had aso faded, pulling me back into reality as it was. bangtan boys, MY boys were standing there besides me.
suddenly kaito comes out of thin air, "ITSA MEEEE KAITORRR!!! MWAHAHAHA"
i jumped and got into my REALEST ME stance, "K-K-KAITO! WHAT THE HELL?!?!" i could hear a faint kyah from v, of course it's v.
"Oh jimin … not only did I fall in love with both of v's parents… I also IMPREGNATED YOURS!!!!!" KAITO teeheed into the mic he's holding. a little too similar to another blue i know.
my world started to shook. no… i take everything back, i would rather be left by my parents instead of being related to this guy!!!
my fists balls (like kaito's did when he did my parents), and my teeth sneered. I… I….!!!
A warm hand touched my shoulder. "Don't worry Jimin, I know how you feel ."
rap mom..?
"i… was also the product of my mother and KAITO." rm reveals, "it was also… consensual between both parties." i gasp. he's just like me!
"does this mean we're… brothers..?"
"always have been."
we fell into a brotherly embrace, in this cruel world, even the kindest of leaders is not immune to KAITO.
one by one the boys fall into an embrace. I get a sense of feeling they too, have experienced the feeling of dread from lost mothers and impregnated fathers.
"This is the sole purpose of TRANSFORMER OF PRIDE. Together we are one🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈", V says.
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I understand now. I Am Jimin, the purple of colours, the heart of prides. It only took me 17 years 6 months and 9 days (and 6 people), for once I embraced my true self too.
i… can finally be happy once more.
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SAVIOUR COMPLEX. VMIN
Fanfic"V, flustered by the guys at his school, encounters and undergoes major character development that leads to his eventual savior complex........ After killing the security guard of his school, he finds himself having amnesia and unable to recall past...
