Binded to the Devil

Princess

Rebecca

I woke up in a split second having nightmares for the first time in my life, well this was the first time that I managed to sleep so soundly, to actually dream for the first time in over 10 years. As soon as I opened my eyes panicking I had a pair of arms hold me tightly yet gently, they belonged to Mattheo. I calmed down so easly when I realised it was him who was holding me, so naturally I fell back asleep. 

The next time I woke up I was alone in the bed, everything hurt so much, I wondered where Mattheo was, when all of a sudden the door flew open and I heard a familiar scary tone ''Draco you ass I told you to open the door gently, I will deskin you for this shit.'' Oh yeah it is my Mattheo, none other and Draco with him, it is cute to see them act like they did when they were kids, seeing the scene made me giggle.

Draco just smiled at me and left, while Mattheo smiled and spoke gently before sitting on the bed ''Good morning princess, I went and got you breakfast, all your favourites, so you can recover fastly.'' Princess? My favourite food? Smiling? I moved off of the bed, away from him, I know what happens next, tears bottled in my eyes, I know how weak i am right now, there is no way that I will survive it this time.

Mattheo placed the food onto the nightstand and walked towards me, I froze, I can not disobey or it will worse, I accepted my destiny, so I just dropped onto my knees before speaking.

R.: ''If you plan on electricuting me again then just do it, I will not survive it eider way, so please get it over with. I am glad I had met you my master.''

Mattheo looked at me a bit confussed, excuse me this is exactly what he did before electricuting me and setting me on fire, whichever he does this time won't matter, I will not survive it. I just closed my eyes to await the pain and sweet release of death with it. But instead i got a hug from Mattheo and he was crying. I know what is happening I had died, I died being chained to that wall in that random mansion, so what was happening yeasturday and today has all been a dream, yes I am having death dreams, grandma told me of those. Makes sence, but why does it feel so real and also I can only die in one way.

I pushed Mattheo away and checked my ribs, still only 3, so I am alive. Wait, wait, wait, so all that happened in the shower yeasturday really happened, he touched me all over, he was half naked while doing it. For a split second the imagine of him on his knees popped into my head and I am absolutly sure that all of my blood left my body together with my soul. I appologised before sitting on the bed.

''I am sorry my Master, I thought I had died and so I checked my marks just in case and that would be because your actions both today and yeasturday made no sence. Punish me as you see fit.''

Mattheo kneeled infront of me on the floor. ''Look, I know it is a lot that happened and I would assume that my actions do not make it easier. I came to an important realisation yeasturday, big part of it goes to Draco, and considering my realisation I will do acordingly to it, even if you fear me.''

Well what do I say to that? ''Master I do not fear you, I fear your actions, you are aware of that. Please just come eat food with me, we can talk about it later.'' Okey, I panicked so I just said something. I am glad that he sat next to me to have some food, I realised that we actually never ate on the same level, I am unsure why but it made me giggle. Thinking about it, I am glad that we do not have classes today, I am in a lot of pain. I know that most of my wounds are healing really well but I should go to the Hospital wing for the part of me that got the worst beating imaginable, thinking of that made me shiver and feel sick. I will admit that I did not notice at first that Mattheo wrapped his arms arround me and placed me between his legs, protecting me with his entire body. I feel sick to my stomack, my body, I have nothing left, everything always gets used by everyone, I am worthless. Without even noticing there were tears running down my cheecks.