TO THE DARK PLEASURE OF MY MELANCHOLIC HEART🖤

sad christmas

It was and still is my fault.
I did this but I never intended to do it.
Have ever been to family gathering?
Probably yes . How did go? Probably well.
As for me I am in the middle sitting in chair surrounded by blue ,brown orbs staring at me with loath ,hatred and disgust still blaming me for what happened years ago but what could I have done I was just a baby a new born .
The whole purpose for that was suppose to be vent out ur emotion but I knew it was not that I was just a reminder of what I did eventhough it was not my fault.
I try to keep that string facade .
Have u ever been in a place full of ppl who never loved and that try to put emotional pressure on u?
The question is what did I do?