Adopted by Hailee Steinfeld

Flashback

it has been a couple days, you have settled in. Hailee has been really nice to you, you somehow still can't believe that this is real, it feels like some kind of vacation, like it isn't gonne last long and there is an ending. your body had time to heal past couple days, Hailee took great care of you, you somehow have already consumed more different foods than you have in the past few years. you guys became pretty close. 

you walk downstairs, it's 6.47am. you got school today, luckly Hailee doesn't live that far from your old place so you didn't need to change school. you walk inside the kitchen where Hailee is making your breakfast. "morning" you place your bag next to your chair. "Good morning" that moment you don't know what is happening. Hailee turns around to you, the first thing your eye sees is the knife in her hand. your head starts turning. whats happening?  you slowly take steps back, your sight changes, you can't see Hailee and the kitchen anymore. you start seeing Howard again, you see him standing in front of you whit that knife. stop, stop whatever is happening. your breathing get heavier. you totally lost sight and sound from the kitchen and Hailee right now. the only thing you can see is Howard walking up to you and all you hear is his voice inside your head screaming to you. you feel your back against the wall, you feel the fear rising. stop it please, I don't like it! your breathing gets irregular. you feel the tears rolling over your cheeks. and then...you hear a soft voice, really really far away from you, but you hear it. that doesn't belong here.. whats happening?  the voice slowly gets louder, then you realize its Hailee your hearing. the image you see of Howard slowly disappears as longer as you listen to Hailee her voice. the screams slowly fade away.

you see Hailee again, she is standing in front of you, she sits on the same height as you. you look around, its Hailee her kitchen, your standing in Hailee her kitchen. you feel your back against the wall, you walked all your way back here.. "y/n, your okay..?" you look into her eyes, she is worried about you. you slowly nod, there are still tears running down your face and your breathing still isn't normal. you don't know what to expect from Hailee, but to your surprise she hugs you tight, and to even more of your surprise you hug her back, you fall into her arms, crying. "hey it's okay y/n. it's all okay, your safe" you pull back afther your cried out. her thumb strokes your tears off from your cheeks. "your better?" you nod. "what happend y/n? you looked like you were about to pass out." "I- I saw Howard.." she looked at you confused. "what do you mean?" "I mean that I saw Howard..I wasn't in this kitchen anymore..I was back at his place- h-he was back, he had th-the knife and.." you stop talking, you just look at Hailee. "you don't believe me..do you?" she shakes her head. "I do, I do! I just-...you had a flashback, atleast I think so." you look at her, scared to tell her but you do anyway. "I had one befor.." "what? when?" "when I was upstairs- last night. it was dark and I heard him and Rory and-.." she sees fear is taking over you. "its okay! you don't need to tell me were it was about. I just- I think you need to give yourself some time. you have been through a lot lately. we will just, find some kind of way to fix this. but intill then I want you to tell me whenever you are having or had a flashback. okay?" you just simply nod. "okay then, lets get you to school, I'll drive you today." "okay" 

god those flashbacks are scary.

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Hope you all had some great holidays and I wish you all a happy new year, lets go 2023!