Adopted by Hailee Steinfeld

Lonley

you wake up, the moment you remind what day it is you turn back around in your bed. just let the day be over. you hide your face under your pillow, wanting to fall back asleep when you hear your bedroom door open. "come on y/n, you got school. you needed to be downstairs like 10minutes ago, your gonne be late" you don't know what to do, you don't want to go to school, not today. "hey come on y/n" she shakes you, hoping to get your attention. "I don't want to.." you mumble from under your pillow. "why? whats up y/n?" "notting just- feeling sick.." you don't want this, not now, not today. "oh okay, want me to call you sick?" she askes worried. "yeah, please" you hear Hailee say something befor she walked out but you don't really care. 

afther a couple minutes Hailee walked back in. "I called you sick and made you some soup." you hear the sound of the bowl being put on your nightstand. "I don't need soup" you say cold. "just try it, it helps me when I'm sick" she places her hand on your leg. "I said, I don't need it!" you feel her hand pulled back. "oh well, I'm sorry..just- let me know if you need something else" you hear her walk out. god this just isn't your day.

it has been 2 hours since Hailee left your room, guess you hurt her whit your commett, you never wanted to hurt her feelings, you just- didn't have it in contol. you hear a knock on the door. you mumble "come in". you hear the door open, your hidden under the duvet ones again. "umm I got you some pain killers, if you want to?" you don't answer, you simple don't because you don't want to make a hurtfull commett again. "so, you feeling any better? anything I can do for you? maybe some water? or something to eat?" you don't know what it is but all the questions make you crazy. "I'm not sick okay! stop asking those questions!" you sit up straight, letting the duvet fall from your head. "wait, your not sick?" she looks at you confused. "no I'm not! so stop the questions!" she just simply nods and walks out. 

it's 3pm, your still laying in bed. god you were rude to Hailee, and you regret it, she hasn't talked to you the rest of the day and thats not normal for her. you lay there, feeling..well what do you feel? maybe just- notting..? you hear a soft knock on the door befor it slowly opens. "y/n?" you just look at her, not whit anger, not whit regret just- looking at her. she slowly walks up to you and joins you on your bed. "look, I understand your...mad or sad or atleast not having your day." she looks up from her own hands into your eyes. "but you need to talk to me, even on bad days. if we want to go forwart you need to let me in, you can't just call yourself sick on any bad day.." she looks at you, she is so calm. you turn your face, looking at the wall infront of you. "this day, this exact day 5 years ago..." you take a deep breath and start telling. "I remember working on my homework, I was 11years old and somebody rang the door, my parents were a night out on a date. they told me to never open the door for stangers but this person kept ringing the doorbell. something told me I needed to open the door, I took my phone whit me in case it was somebody bad so I could call the police. I slowly opened the front door and poke my head out. I remember seeing 2 police man standing in front of the door..." your eyes leave the wall and stare into Hailee's. "they told me my parents died." you feel tears leaving your face. you never really talked about this. "oh y/n." she pulled you in for a hug. you cry "I- I never meant to hurt you with my comments today" you feel her hands on your back. "I know, your having a hard day, but you don't have to go tough it alone" I'm not loney not anymore

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sorry for grammar mistakes, its late and half of me is already asleep but I HAD to write this, its stuck in my head for so long and it needs out. 

well now GOODNIGHT YA ALL