Bitten: Thirsted by Desire

Chain reaction

San Pov:

Leaning against a damp tree I hold my left side tight, as my own blood starts to fill up my mouth slowly .
I try to breathe calm through the Intense pain I'm feeling in my body, and the icy rage that threatens to take over any second now.
I know that when I let this rage and inner insanity take over that there won't be any good out of it. I would make sure that the last thing they see is me feeding them with their intestines while a trail of dead unrecognizable bodies paves my way like a freaking war took place. 

I take a deep breath as I spit out the blood that started to pool in my mouth, that rusty metal like taste reminding me of my failure only mere minutes ago.
Pushing myself away from the old damp muddy smelling tree  I start to walk towards the demolished car and lean myself against its side,  where Wooyoung stands holding up that demand paper with a raged expression.
He looks up when I reach him, the anger and devastation rolling off of him in big waves.
When he sees my bloody face, I sense worry seeking through the anger.

"Are you okay?" He asks me in a worried tone, stepping a bit closer to me.

I let out a sarcastic laugh, mad at myself and that I couldn't prevent any of this. "Do I look
Okay to you?" I bite back in a cold tone.

Wooyoung sighs. "No matter how hard you would have tried to fight them we didn't stand a chance, not this time." He says containing his fury thinking about those black dressed fucks.

I feel myself snap any second now, usually I'm mostly calm and controlled, but how can I
be when I caused all of this and hurt the girls, hurt Naomi...

I feel myself slipping up again, for the second time today. My first slip up led us to the here and now, the second could mean the death of us all.

I take a deep breath in hopes I get a grip, as my gaze fixes on wooyoung. "It's all my fucking fault. All of it. I'm gonna fix this even if I die." I say coldly while staring at the place I last the girls. I feel the heavy pressure of guilt pressing down on me instantly. Like a stinging coldness that freezes me from the Inside out, making the hairs on my neck stand up.

Wooyoung goes stiff beside me for a second, before he faces me again. "The only ones who will die is those bastards who took Ruby and Naomi!" He exclaims angry while shaking my shoulders violently.

He looks at the by now crumbled piece of paper in his hand for a brief second before he lets go of me and starts pacing next to the still smoking black jeep. "We need to find them. Quicky. I swear to god if anything happend to-"

*Hello San, did you think you could just get away with everything?*  our leader speaks in my mind in a slightly threatening voice.

My eyes widen by hearing that all to known and all to hated voice crystal clear in my mind.
I have seemed to have already forgotten about him at all in all that mess.
After he noticed that I don't plan on answering him anytime soon, he keeps on going.

*do you remember our deal? Better answer now if you want those humans unharmed* My hands clasp to fists as my jaw tightens, a new wave of anger hitting me like a tsunami.

*I remember.* I Reply slowly feeling that cold, ruthless and deadly side in me coming alive again.

I don't need to see him to know he has that shit eating grin on his face right now. The one that makes me want to punch his face in with brutal force. *I know the pack that has them, and I have a deal to not hurt those humans till I allow them to do so.* He says with a amused voice.

Woooyung taps my shoulder, which makes me jump. "San? What's going on? You zoned out and seem to be somewhere else." I stare at him and shake my head slowly, trying to make him understand that I can't speak now.