I've lost everything... dsmp season 2

The next morning

Tubbo wakes up to the smell off eggs and bacon. He silts up on his bed to look around and sees tommy still sleeping peacefully. "Where is that smell coming from?" He thinks by himself as he gets up to look outside. It was dream. He was making breakfast for the three of them. "Good morning euhm... euhm.. sorry what was your name again?" Dream said. "I'm tubbo", Tubbo said. "Wait, Did dream just forget my name?!" He thought in complete shock. "So it's not fake? Or are they just messing with me big time? This is so weird man." He didn't say it out loud obviously. What if dream would've heard it, that would make it even more awkward. There fell a silence. They both didn't know what to say. Dream was a bit embarrassed because he forgot Tubbo's name and well for Tubbo, he was just drifting away in his thoughts. Trying to find an answer or some kind of explanation to what was happening. Then out of nowhere there was the most loud yawn they had ever heard. It sounded like a dinosaur was dying or something, oh wait. It was just Tommy waking up. Dream and Tubbo laught. "Okey boys breakfast is ready" dream said, pointing at the table. "Oh good I'm starving!" Tommy said. "When did you have the time to make all of this?" Tubbo asked. "Well I just whoke up and saw you two where still asleep so yeah, why'd you ask?" He replied. "Oh no just wondering, it's very nice, thanks." Why was he being so nice? Tubbo wasn't used to that. But tommy on the other hand didn't seem to care, he was already eating like a wale. They all ate breakfast together and then made a little plan for the day. They were just going to explore a bit and maybe even find a better place for their base. They would all come back to the old base when it was getting dark so that they could discuss all the places they had found and maybe move the next day. "Good plan" Tommy said, "but who is going where?". "I'll go north" Dream suggested. "I guess I'll go south then." Tommy replied. "Well yeah I'll just go east or west ig". Tubbo said hesitant. He wasn't going there. He had his own plan, he was going to follow tommy and finally ask him what this was all about. He knew it would be weird but he had no choice, he couldn't lose his best friend because he decided to be friends with fucking Dream. So there they went. All in another direction, but when Tubbo was about 100 blocks away he turned south an begin searching for Tommy. It took him a wile. Tommy seemed to be faster than he remembered. Then he saw him, standing on a big field next to a beautiful river, chopping down a tree. Right at that moment Tommy looked at him, he looked confused and even a bit annoyed. That was weird, he didn't remember saying something wrong to him. He went up to him anyway, but before he could say something Tommy stopped him. "Are you stalking me or something? What do you even want from me?" He said, looking really annoyed and a even angry. What? What was this? "Euh... what?" Tubbo said confused. "I think I just went the wrong way I'm sorry. Is there a problem with me being here?" He said really confused. "No, I guess not", Tommy answered. "You could help me chopping down these trees, it would be a beautiful place for our base don't you think." "Yeah it looks really good." Tubbo replied feeling a bit better by his offer. When they were chopping down all the trees and chatting a bit Tubbo kept thinking if he should ask Tommy. Should he really bring up this topic? Wasn't it a good thing that Tommy and Dream were friends now? He didn't know. It was good but also not, because he didn't really feel so close to Tommy anymore. He didn't want to lose his best friend, and definitely not because of Dream. After another 5 minutes of thinking he was going to bring it up. Their history wasn't gonna be forgotten just like that! So he just said it in the most 'normal' way possible. "Tommy?" He began. "I have this weird feeling, it feels like I've met you before. Could that be true or am I crazy?" He asked. "What? No I don't think we've met before. You're going crazy Tubbo." He said laughing. What? How could this be? Tubbo was sure he wasn't going crazy. Otherwise he wouldn't remember it so clearly. Right? But if it did happend... why didn't Tommy remember? He tried leaving it behind for now and focus on getting wood and food with tommy. It's now noon so they decided to take little break and have lunch together. Tommy took out some wood and made a little wooden bench for them to sit on. They sat down and had a good time talking about their plans and how tommy wanted a cute house on a hill and how he wanted some pets and everything. Tubbo was listening carefully, something was off though. It kept feeling like he has had this conversation before. Almost like a deja-vu. But how? He just met Tommy around 20 hours ago. Why was he getting this weird feeling? After about half an hour they went Back to work, Tommy chopped down some more trees and Tubbo went to get some more food and explored some caves to find iron or anything. When he was mining he kept thinking about what Tommy said earlier, it really was familiar. He knew Tommy. He even remembered the last time they spoke to etch other. Half an hour before the incident. How could he not remember?! Tubbo thought it was a little bit suspicious so he decided to do some test without Tommy and Dream noticing. But when he was thinking about some good questions to ask he heard a voice. It was tommy yelling at him to come outside because it was getting dark and they still had to walk al the way back to their base. Tubbo got all his stuff and ran outside to find tommy waiting for him at the entrance of the cave. Right when they were about to leave Tommy stopped. Tubbo turned to him confused. "Why'd you stop? Is everything alright?" "Yeah yeah don't worry I just wanted to say something, will we go here again? Tomorrow?" Tommy asked. "Of course, I would love to." Tubbo replied happily. "And if you're up earlier and decide to come here, we will meet on the bench okey? Our bench." Tommy said. "Yeah that sounds great" Tubbo replied already getting emotional. Tommy started walking again and Tubbo followed, thinking about what just happend. "Our bench?" He thought thinking about the memories of him and Tommy. Now he was sure he wasn't imagining things. "That bench... that's our bench. We spend all our free time there, together. I died on that thing." He thought, not really listening to what Tommy was saying. He said something about how he really liked the breakfast Dream made even though they just met. Or something like that. After about 10-15 minutes they saw Dream standing by the base waiting for them, you could see the confusion on his face when he saw the two of them walking together. "Didn't they go separate way?" He thought. It didn't matter though because they had some stuff to say. Dream said he found a wonderful place with everything they will need to survive. Well of course Tommy and Tubbo told the same. Tommy because he had already fallen in love with that place and Tubbo because the only thing that Tubbo and Tommy had together was the bench wich was located in the field that Tommy found, next to a tree. Well they decided to go back tomorrow and look at both the places so that they could decide together. Now with that out off the way there was still one thing left. They all got the task to get food and some blocks for a better base and they also needed armour of course. "I have iron armour for the three of us so don't worry about that." Tubbo said. Tommy said: "Yeah I think we have wood enough by now" They all agreed that they had enough supplies for now. "What about stone" Tubbo asked, since he went in a cave he didn't need to mine stone. "Yeah I have a little bit of that but definitely not enough. But do we have enough foods because if everyone was getting wood and iron, who got the food?" Dream asked. "Oh yeah don't worry, I did that!" Tommy said proudly. "I have one stack off bacon, 54 steaks and another 40 pieces of sheep meat." "Good job Tommy, well done" Dream said. After they ate dinner Tubbo excused himself and left the table. Tommy and Dream didn't mind and had a really fun chat with etch other, they realised they had a lot in common and would be good friends. Tubbo on the other hand felt a bit left out and not belonging, he really missed the old days. But there seemed no way back. He went to the place Tommy had found to sit on the bench and think about how he could know for sure that tommy wasn't messing with him. He was getting a little tired of being the third weel and seeing how, after all this time and trauma, they just acted like nothing happend. He didn't even know how long he sat there on that bench just looking at the sunset like they did the last time they saw each other. Then it hit him. "What if Tommy just lost all of his memories off the past two years, and so did Dream. But how though? Like yeah it wasn't the best time ever but it's surly not something you can forget that easily." He said to himself. "Before I say anything I'll have to be sure that he doesn't remember. But how?" He thought for another five minutes before he came up with something. "This will not be my best idea but its something I guess." Than he went back to their base. After all, he didn't want Tommy to get worried. Even though he doesn't think he'd really care anymore... When he arrived back at the base they were both still sitting at the table, talking and laughing. It looked like they were having the time of their lives. "Hey guys I'm back." Tubbo said softly. "Oh finally. We thought you lost the way or something." Tommy said laughing. Dream giggled. "I don't feel well, I'm going to bed" Tubbo said. He felt sick to his stomach thinking they would be better friends than Tommy and Tubbo ever were. When he layed down on his bed he fell asleep after only five minutes. Trying to forget all his worries and weird thought about the memorie loss, wile he tried to sleep he kept hearing Dream and Tommy still laughing in the background.