Leaves that fall in November have left the mornings behind the trees even though I am here in the sunshine where they are always green, I dream one day being able to experience my first autumn in November.
My favorite fall drink was the salted caramel cold brew latte at Starbucks and it made me feel so calm and relaxed like I knew that the fall was my moment.
My favorite fall memory was starting college again and being able to get in with being productive.
My fall soundtrack:
- Pregame by Niki Demar
- Paralyzed by Big Time Rush
- Falling for you by Ashanti
- Butterflies by Kacey Musgraves
- Weightless by Chris Burkich
My five things about fall are:
Movies
Songs
fall vlogs
Halloween
thanksgiving
My biggest achievement of the year was being able to continue doing classes in college again.
No, I have not gotten a chance to check anything off my bucket list this year.
The habit I could change over the fall is learning to pace myself and not have so much of a workload.
To write is to write from experience and without experience there is no story of the ink behind chapters. - KGirl Mantra
My favorite smell of the fall season is apple cinnamon spice.
I need to let go of the past and just face the future which I have been it just can get overwhelming being the present sometimes.
No, I do not need to forgive anyone.
My favorite childhood memory of the fall season is going trick or treating with my best friends.
Dear Kaylee,
I would like to achieve by next fall earning my core credits in college and being able to complete my major requirements and earn my bachelor of arts degree in psychology.
Love,
Kaylee S.
A list of books I would like to read or listen to are:
Written to the stars part 2
Five things love about the fall season are:
Movies
songs
fall vlogs
thanksgiving
Halloween
I have given myself the chance to focus on school and my writing instead of other things I used to focus on in high school.
What makes me happy right now is being able to write stories and be creative with my mind.
Favorite photo with happy memories:
Dear Gabriel,
I am very grateful for you and the times I had known you I know that high school with the two of us was short but I do hope that as we all continue to move on we are still focusing on ourselves and chasing the dreams of who we want to be because no matter what our happiness has to come first before anyone else and I know at times I may still look on social media and hope that you will create the profile but I do know that I cannot pressure or make you do something you do not want to do and I know that you will make that choice and move on your own and even though everyone says well if you don't what happens when you she being me will find someone else but they do not realize what you and I have been through and how long it has taken for you and me to get to this point in our lives where we can focus on the tasks we need to complete and fulfill our obligations not for anyone else but ourselves and still taking those moments in our busy schedule to do something we both want to do and for me that task is writing and I know you love your art and your video games but most of all like me you find the creativity of something you are passionate about to be therapy and I do not find anything wrong with that even if you just want to have some chips and play video games and I know you will not know this until the future or until we meet in person but I am grateful you are journaling about your life just as love to do with my stories.
Love,
Your best friend K.
I have changed over the last five years by becoming the person I was always meant to be even when I was younger and may not have known at the time but I am proud of myself for becoming that long lost writer.
The person I would long to hug again would be Gabriel.
favorite song about happy memories: Lights Off by Jay Sean
"I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired
It's you that I'm missing, it's like my brain is wired up
And there's a glitch in my system
You're like a drug and now my blood won't stop itching
I'm in critical condition, someone let me out of this prison
It's like my mind is playing tricks on me lately
I could have sworn that you are still my baby
I'm on a merry-go-round, going around, driving me crazy
That's why it feels like
Losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
Won't somebody, anybody, please, just turn the lights on
I won't take one step, I can't see what's coming next
'Cause losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
Can't see at all (at all, at all, at all)
Can't see at all (no, oh no), Can't see at all (at all)
'Cause it's like somebody just turned all the lights off
I don't understand how one minute I just had it all
Now I can't reach you 'cos I'm tied up with this straight jacket on
I can't breathe (breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe)
I can't see (see, see, see, see, see, see, see)
It's like my mind is playing tricks on me lately
I could have sworn that you are still my baby
I'm on a merry-go-round, going around, driving me crazy
That's why it feels like
Losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
Won't somebody, anybody, please, just turn the lights on
I won't take one step, I can't see what's coming next
'Cause losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
Can't see at all (at all, at all, at all)
Can't see at all (no, oh no), can't see at all (at all)
'Cause it's like somebody just turned all the lights off
Used to see my world in color girl
When you left me it's like my world turned gray
Turn my winter into summer, girl
Why won't you help me turn night to day
I can't eat, I can't sleep, I can't think at all
Honestly, it feels like I ain't living no more
Can't say no more, can't see no more
Baby, that's why it feels like
Losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
Won't somebody, anybody, please just turn the lights on (I'm talk 'bout anybody, turn the lights on)
I won't take one step, I can't see what's coming next
'Cause losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
Can't see at all (at all, at all, at all)
Can't see at all (no, oh no), can't see at all (at all)
'Cause it's like somebody just turned all the lights off "
I can bring more joy and laughter to my life by watching Fort buster vlogs about the new challenges that jstu completes.
The lesson this year has taught me is how to still write even though there may not be a story to tell.
Autumn sounds
Life descends as leaves
picking up one of the colors
from green to an orange tone
that November is fall.
I would like Gabriel just to visit me and for me to visit my brother one day.
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