I Thought You Liked Me Too

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> 20.04.17

Today was the first day of school after holidays,
i was standing in the assembly ground and my eyes suddenly landed on a boy

His hair was really beautiful it was silky and long i really liked it and he was wearing a mask

I Told my friends that I liked his hair and
they started teasing me.
They asked if I have a crush on him.
I really don't know myself,
last time the one I liked was totally a jerk,
His name was jake, he was the most popular guy in our school, the whole school knew him, I don't know how tf
He was from a rich family as far as I know. And was the biggest flirt & a Playboy too!!
I don't even know why I liked him back then.

he was my first crush, and bench mate whom I used to fight a lot.
i always had a feeling that he disliked me and liked my bestfriend, Leena.

I mean it was obvious anyone can say that just by looking at them.
To be honest i felt jealous a lot and wished that he could notice me.
But now it's okay I don't care about him anymore

After i accidentally confessed to him, gosh that was so embarrassing, i couldn't sleep all night thinking about what he thought after seeing that
i didn't wanted to give him the letter but suddenly that jerk appeared out of nowhere and saw it.

That was the most embarrassing moment in my life.
I just told him that it was a prank, and that we were playing true or dare, i don't know if he believed that or not

[ After school]

It was finally time to go home!!
I couldn't wait to go, aaaa I miss my precious bed so muchhhhh

I was walking to home but I saw that guy from earlier, the one with long hair.

What the hell!! I keep seeing that long haired guy wherever i go.

[ throwback to how many Times our dear jisung saw him]

Saw him in the assembly group

1st?

Saw him while going to the canteen

And of course our boy changed the whole direction when he saw him

2nd?

Saw him in the playground

He was helping his friend to tie his laces

That made him smile for some reason.

He's cute, he thought to himself

3rd?

[Back to where we are]

This is the 4th time??? What the hell??

Why Is that happening? Is that a sign or something to talk to him or am I just delusional [ boy chill like you two go to the same school ]

But he looks like a nice guy..

[ After school at home ]<

Do i really have a crush on him? Should i ask karlen about it

karlen is my online friend that I met on Instagram, I talk with the most he's really nice and sweet.
I wish someday we can meet eachother
but we are not even from the same country...

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Han_ji

Heyy karlennn

Karlen

Yeah you are back
Tell me how was day??

Han_ji

It was greatttt
Yk today I saw a pretty boy lol

Karlen

Ohh
Do you have a crush on him or something?

Han_ji

Idk maybe?
But i don't even know him that much

Karlen

Oh i see
You should try to be his friends then
Try to talk with him!!

Han_ji

No I'll probably Embarrassed myself
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Maybe I really shouldn't have talked to him that day