He will listen but he won't understand and that's the problem
(part 1)
You and Kylian have been keeping your relationship a secret for six months now and it has been really exhausting. You two never hang out alone in public, there's always someone else with you, and when you do hang alone outside it's for a really short period of time. He's always tired because of trainings he has and you are really busy during the day because of your job so you two barely see each other.
You two really did love each other. At first you thought Kylian didn't love you cause he expressed his love in his own way and you started to love that about him later on. He could be very clingy one day and the other he could kiss you three times for a whole day but he's just like that and you had to adjust to that.
Today is your six month anniversary and you knew he wasn't going to take you out or if he did Neymar, Achraf or Amelie (your best friend) would go with you. You loved to hang out with them but it was too much sometimes cause you wanted alone time in public with Kylian.
You made him frame with your favorite pictures with him, bought him some of his favorite sweets and bracelet with your initials engraved on it. You put all that in a cute black box.
"Good morning mon amour, happy 6 months anniversary", Kylian whispered kissing your face and you woke up smiling a bit.
"Morning love", you said rubbing your eyes and Kylian leaned in to kiss you. You placed your hands on his cheeks and pulled him away.
"What are you doing I haven't even brush my teeth yet", you said caressing his cheek.
"I don't care", he said and leaned in again.
(A/N: who watched teen wolf will get this one :) )
When he pulled away you got up and did your morning routine and when you walked downstairs in the dining room your favorite breakfast was waiting for you. You turned around and hugged Kylian.
"Thank you babe this is perfect", you said taking a sip of orange juice.
"I have something for you", you said and went upstairs to take present you made and gave it to Kylian. When he opened it he was really happy with it.
"It's amazing, thank you belle", he said kissing you.
"This is for you", he pulled out a small box and it was beautiful pair of earrings with matching necklace and bracelet.
"Ky, I told you not to spend so much money on me", you said and he opened his mouth to say something but you placed your hand on his mouth, "And before you say "well I have enough money to buy a house right now if I want" I know you do but you don't have to spend it on me, I feel like I'm using you. I love it tho. It's really pretty", and then you removed your hand from his mouth and he started to talk about something but you didn't even listen to him.
You were admiring his eyes and lips and the you cut him off buy kissing him and that of course turned into make out session.
Later that day when Kylian was on training you face timed Amelie.
"You should just ask him y/n. You two have known each other for a year and a half now and have been together for six months now. You know he will listen to you", she said and you sighed.
"I know Am, he will listen but he won't understand and that's the problem. I truly don't want to lose him", you said and she nodded.
"Oh y/n, I hate it when you overthink like this. He's so in love with you trust me, you can see it in his eyes", she said and you smiled.
"I'll try", you said and heard Kylian get back, "he's back, I'll talk to you later", you said and Am waved at you hanging up.
"There you are", Ky said and placed his head on your chest.
"Ky, I need to talk to you about something", you said and he got up.
"You are breaking up, it's okay I love you but if that's what you want", he said and you interrupted him.
"No Kylian, I am not", you laughed and he looked relieved.
"I can't do this secret relationship anymore. I want to be able to go out with you and hold your hand, kiss and hug you in public. I want to walk around Paris with you talking about nonsense and not have to worry if someone will see us. And I am very very tired of you and me not having time alone outside of our apartment", you said and he just looked at you.
"So this time we spend here is not good enough for you", he said a bit mad now.
"I didn't say that it's not good enough. I just want to be able to do things with you wherever I want", you said.
"But it isn't enough for you", he said.
"It's good enough but it isn't enough Ky. I love you and I don't give a single fuck about what will media say about us or will there be pictures of me kissing you or will girls tell usme they are better than me for you. I would go trough that for you and us", you said placing your hand on top of his but he just shrugged it off.
"What's your problem?", you said with and attitude.
"Don't give me that fucking attitude y/n. You just said that al this we have isn't enough for you, how do you expect me to react?", he said now yelling.
"Don't you dare to yell at me Kylian. Have you been fucking listening to me? I want to have it all with you outside of this apartment. I want to go on dates with you without Neymar or Amelie or whoever!", you said now yelling back at him.
"Oh so you just want people to see that you are dating Kylian Mbappé so you could do what? Gain followers and fame trough me?", he yelled backing up form you.
"Of course not! Why would I agree to keep our relationship secret at first place? If I wanted fame I would tell you at the beginning to announce it. I have been trying to keep up with all this but you aren't even trying to understand me", you said with now tears forming in your eyes.
"You really have the audacity to cry?", he said chuckling madly.
"Fuck you Kylian. I gave it all to you and for you and you won't even try to understand me", you yelled with tears streaming down your face.
"What did you gave exactly? I'm the one who's really trying to keep this a secret and I'm trying to protect you and show that I care for you but obviously you don't care", he said.
"Do you even hear yourself? I hate you Kylian. You don't know how hard I'm trying too. I gave you my virginity and first kiss and you are telling me I just want your fame? Fuck you, I'm so done with this", you said and grabbed your phone and jacket.
"I'm your first?", Kylian said quietly while looking shocked at your crying face.
To be continued...
