I'm your first?
(part 2)
"I'm your first?", Kylian said quietly while looking shocked at your crying face.
"Yeah you are", you said and left your apartment without any other word.
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Three hours has passed and you are still crying a bit to your best friend Amelie.
"I'm sorry for this Am, but I don't have anywhere to go now", you said and she rolled her eyes.
"Shut up y/n. This is your home too now go get some sleep", she said holding your hand.
"But what if he calls or texts me?", you told her looking at your phone still waiting for him to call.
"I'll wake you up, okay?", she said and pulled you in hug and you thanked her before going to spare room to sleep.
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You woke up to Amelie blasting music downstairs while she was making breakfast for you.
"Good morning beautiful", she said and you smiled.
"Morning Am", you said back and checked your phone - still nothing.
"Nothing?", she asked and you shaken your head.
"He'll call you", she said and you sighed.
"I don't know. I love him so much I don't wanna lose him yet. Not ever to be honest. We know each other for year and a half now he should now better.", you told her and she placed your plate on the table.
"I know everything but I also know that he's so in love with you. I see it y/n. And you know Neymar tells me everything", she said
"What does that have to do with anything?", you asked her while placing your fork down.
"You really think Kylian doesn't talk about you? You're the only thing he talks about 24/7. He told Neymar one time that you are the only person beside his family that he cares about and he really loves you. Last year when you were dating Jack (a/n: no one specifically just random name) he was so in love with you and he was ready to be friend-zoned forever just to keep you in his life. The point is, he will call you and do anything to understand you and make you feel comfortable and loved", she said and tear escaped your eye. "Don't think I'm defending him. I have known you my whole life and I'm telling you this because I'm sure I'm right", she said and you smiled and hugged her.
"Love you Am, thank you", you told her.
"Now I'm off to Neymar's to talk to him about this and get you some information. Are you okay with staying here alone?", she asked cleaning up her plate.
"Yeah of course", you said and she went off to him.
Later on you got out to take a walk cause weather was really warm and sunny. You put your airpods in and got your phone and keys. You bought coffee and sat down on random bench when Kylian's name popped up on your phone. You hesitated to answer but something was telling you do to it so you did.
"Hello?", you said quietly while shivering.
"Hi y/n. I don't know if you want to talk to me but if you do please come home, I'll be waiting for you", Kylian said.
You stayed quiet for a few seconds before saying yes to him and immediately hangin up. You called Amelie and she hung up and called you back on facetime now. You saw hers and Neymar's smiling faces and you knew what was going on.
"You son of a bitches", was all you said before you laughed.
"Call me when you are done to give me my keys back", Amelie said and you nodded.
"Okay, wish me luck", you said and they both did.
"Trust me on this one y/n/n", Neymar said.
"I will, bye now", you said and they waved at you.
You decided to take a walk because your home wasn't far away form here.
When you got there you waited for a minute or two before knocking and Kylian opened door, his eyes a bit red. You just nodded your head and went in the living room. You saw two empty bottles of whiskey on table and turned around to Kylian and he just looked away from you sitting on the other side of couch. There was a minute of silence before he said:
"Look y/n, I know we aren't together for so long but I have loved you for year and a half now. I really am trying to show my emotions and think before I speak but sometimes I fail and yesterday that hurt you. I hate to see you hurt and yesterday when I saw your crying face I think my heart broke into million pieces knowing I'm the one who made you feel like that. I want to say that I'm so sorry for yesterday's reaction. I wanted to keep us private cause like I said I don't want to see you hurt and I don't know what will media write or what will people say bad about you. I want to keep you safe and protected from this world and to have normal relationship with you. I understand what you want and if you are ready for it that I'm in. I love you y/n, more than you'll ever know and if you want to stay with me then let's get past this and if you don't I wish you all the best in this world", Ky said and quick tear escaped from his eye and you came over to wipe it off and placed your hand on his cheek. He closed his eyes and smiled and you pulled it away placing it now on top of your tights.
"You hurt me Kylian, but I still love you and I think you and me both overreacted yesterday. I want to go public and to get past this", you said and he smiled from ear to ear.
"Why you never told me I'm your first", he said and you looked down and then back up at him.
"Because I was embarrassed and thought you would leave me. And I lied about kiss part cause I was really mad at you", you said and Kylian chuckled. "But for the other thing I didn't lie. With Jack I never felt like it was right thing to do but with you I was more than ready", you said and he smiled.
"I would never leave you and that's not embarrassing at all. You were really good at it for first time", he said and winked and you laughed.
"Come here", you said with open arms and Kylian hugged you tightly. Then you pulled away and kissed him that of course turning into make out. In the middle of it Amelie and Neymar burst in and you pulled away and placed your head into Kylian's chest.
"I thought you would be at it by now", Neymar said and Kylian threw pen at him.
"Shut up", Ky and and Neymar laughed.
"I told you to would make up", Amelie said hugging you.
"Make up or make out?", Neymar said now running from Kylian.
"So can I get my keys back?", Am asked and you gave it to her.
"Come on Ney", Amelie said and he took her hand and got out while yelling goodbye to us.
"They are dating 100%", Ky said and you nodded.
"I knoow. Now can we go out I'm hungry", you said and he smiled.
"Of course, but let me post my fav pic of us first", he said and you kissed him.
While you two were heading out you turned to Kylian and placed your hand on his chest.
"Don't think I forgot about those whiskeys on table, we'll talk about it later", you said and Kylian smiled.
"Okay okay sorry mom", he said and you slapped his shoulder playfully.
This boy will be the end of you.
