So shall we go in and break the internet?
* flashback*
"Do i have to say it the 100th time? We are over. Don't you get it?", Kylian said now screaming at me while I was sitting there, with my head in my hands, crying.
"But we don't have any problems, we are literally perfect Kylian". I said with my voice cracking.
"Y/n, football is my passion, don't you get it? You have a job here and future already planned. If you come with me that will all be ruined and I can't be the one responsible for that", he said now with lower tone, you could hear sadness in his voice.
"Okay", I said almost whispering, "So I guess that's it", I said and stood up to unlock the door for him.
He grabbed his jacket and before he left he looked back at me and lowered his head as he walked out.
That was it.
*end of flashback*
*5 years later*
I'm so busy today. I don't know what to do first. I'm a really successful actress and today I have a premiere of my new movie.
"I am exited Amelie, trust me", I said to my best friend while my stylist was showing me my dresses for tonight, and my makeup artist was finishing my look. "This one", I pointed to the long red dress that will compliment my body perfectly.
"I know what's on your mind babe", she said. "But you'll shine like always, don't worry, they will like the movie".
The time moves slower as the premiere is getting closer and that was really stressing me out. I had premieres before, but this one is different. It's my first movie with big actors and actress and I'm the lead female role. And like cheery on top, I'm in the city where I lost it all-Paris.
I've had boyfriends after him, but i never felt that something with them. Between me and Kylian, was some kind of special love, that happens once in a lifetime, I'm convinced. I can't get him off my mind, and I know that's bad but I just can't get over him. I know that he is my right time, wrong person. I shook my head when I realized that these thoughts are consuming me and I have to be ready in 20 minutes to leave.
*after the premiere*
I'm talking to so many people, some I know, some I don't, but the only thing that matters is that everything is going great and I'm so proud of my team and the whole crew for what we did with this project.
As I'm talking with my manager I feel that someone had just tapped me on the shoulder so I turn my head around to see who it is and I froze.
"Bonjour, it's nice to see you", he said and I felt weak in my knees. I smiled trying to act as normal as possible.
"Hey", I said with shaky voice, accepting big bouquet with so many roses, there were 50 of them I bet.
We had a small talk, but my body had so much adrenaline at the moment that I forgot what the conversation was about, I just know that now I'm in my car, driving to an after party that Kylian will be attending also.
*2 hours into the party*
I'm not drunk, I promise, but I am a bit tipsy. And he's so hot I would love to rip his black shirt right now. But I know I have to get my mind straight, I'm not a teenager and I have to be careful with my actions, something always ends up on social media and I don't need that right now with my new movie coming to cinemas.
"Y/n, could we go take a walk? If that's okay with you of course", Kylian said whispering in my ear.
"Yeah, sure", I said.
"Since when do you smoke?", Kylian said shocked, looking at me and then back at the beautiful view that we could see from the big balcony we were standing on.
"I don't, I'm just trying to find something to relax me", I said lighting a cigarette and then shortly after throwing it away with a following cough.
"You're still the same, just more famous now", Ky said chuckling.
"I'm still famous as I was, I just don't have "Kylian Mbappe's girlfriend" title added to my name anymore", I said bluntly and immediately covered my mouth with my hand realizing that that came out of nowhere and was really unnecessary.
"I'll let this one slide just because I know that's alcohol speaking", Kylian said.
We end up talking for a long time. We even took a walk around and found a bench that we are now sitting on.
"You know", I said quietly, sadness filling my voice, "I knew that we would find our way back to each other someday, but I don't know if I could ever forgive you for leaving. We almost had it all Kylian. I was so fucking happy and the you just left, like you never cared. And I really tried to fall in love again, I did, but no one was you. I tried to find you in everything but no one came even close.", I said with tears forming in my eyes.
"I know y/n, I feel the same way about everything. I wanted to reach out to you so many times, and I was falling apart every time I go on my phone and see a picture of you happy with someone else.", he said sighing, clearly wanting to cry but fighting it. "I just couldn't do that to you. I couldn't bring myself to reach out and have an even smallest chance to hurt love of my life again. So I backed out, every single time. I know that I made a mistake, a biggest one in my life but I was so young and I didn't know what to do back then.", he said and now tears were streaming down my face.
"I came here today because if we stayed together, today would've been our 6 year anniversary, and I know that I maybe picked the wrong day, but look at this". he said and gave me a piece of old paper from his pocket.
*6 years ago, y/n and Kylian's 6 month anniversary*
"Let's write a note to ourselves, and read them again in 6 years, to see what has changed, and if our wish or expectation came true", I said while laying on Kylian's chest.
"Silly idea my chérie but why not", he said kissing my head and we both got up.
*end of flashback*
"I promise to myself that I will marry that girl when we turn 25, and if I don't have her with me then, I promise that I will go and find her"
I read the note he wrote 6 years ago, and I closed my eyes.
"You kept it?", I asked.
"Of course, y/n, how could I ever throw something like this", he said reaching to grab my hand.
After a few seconds of pure silence, I looked at his lips and he leaned in. After 6 years, the spark was just like the first time. I finally have my boy back.
"Je t'aime mon amour", Kylian whispered in my ear and kissed my forehead.
"I love you too baby", I said.
After 30 minutes of talking and finally deciding what will we do with us I got up with big smile on my face, grabbing his hand.
"So shall we go in and break the internet?", I said with laugh following my words and he smiled.
"You really want "Kylian Mbappe's girlfriend" title again, huh?", He joked while walking with me back to the party.
I laughed and kissed his cheek. "You got me", I said we got back in.
A/N: I don't know if this is a comeback or will anyone read this but I just felt like writing. If you did read, I hope you enjoyed it. Have a good day/night! xx
