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Harlem, NY.
It was monday. The day I had been dreading this whole weekend.
Not only because I had to tutor my ex who literally put his hands on me but I gotta worry about this aria bitch.
As I walked to english class I immediately saw aria and darrian talking again.
I wasn't even in the mood to greet him as I just wanted to get out of the class.
As english class went on I noticed darrian didn't look or bother to acknowledge my existence this whole time.
I was already getting jealous which I swore to myself I wouldn't.
After the class was over I walked out in front of him and he still didn't utter a single word.
He just kept walking with aria.
I didn't even care at this point because I was going to algebra next.
As I got into algebra jay was suprisilingly acting normal for once.
He didn't even glance at me.
For a second I thought I had died and I was a ghost.
Time skip~
I was walking to lunch when I looked behind me and saw darrian and aria running.
He was chasing her and when he reached her he was tickling her and literally picked her up.
They couldn't stop laughing as if it was that funny.
At this point I just wanted to go home so I decided to.
As I walked outside I noticed dd standing there with his head down.
I was sad but I still cared about him more than myself.
"DD?" I said making him look up.
As he looked up I could tell he was tired and like he was going through something.
"Dd you good?" I said as I walked toward him.
"Nah" He replied.
"But I gotta pull through gangsta yk?" he said as he tried to put on a fake smile.
"No I don't know, talk to me" I said as I grabbed his arm and sat on the bench next to him.
"Honestly im tired, I really feel like i'm done fighting." He explained.
"Like not only am I fighting for my relationship but I feel like im fighting everyday to wake up you feel me?" He said adding on.
"Word." I said as I sat back.
"Whatchu mean?" Dd said lifting his head up in concern.
I explained to him everything I had going on.
"Honestly if my mama was here i'd probably not care about any of this shit" I said as tears formed.
dd hugged me.
"I love you so much david" I said as I hugged him back.
We let go and looked eachother in the eyes.
For a few seconds I was confused on what we were doing because it felt wrong.
He grabbed my cheek as he smashed our lips together.
We kissed for a good 45 seconds until I let go.
"D-" I said before he cut me off.
"shit" dd said as he put his hand to his head.
"I didn't mean to kiss you" we both said at the same time.
"I'm sorry d but this mad awkward I need to get home I gotta tutor" I said as I completely let go of him.
"Aight imma catch yu later kai" He said.
As I walked home I had so many thoughts running through my head.
I just kissed dd knowing we was both in a relationship.
Even if I felt like I wasn't in a relationship it was still wrong, as I quite literally had JUST gotten into one.
As I got home I was on the couch clearing my head when I dozed off.
I woke up a little later to a banging on the door.
I was trying to figure out who it was since I had just woken up and wasn't thinking straight.
When I opened the door my ex Jay stood before me with his backpack over his shoulder and a notebook in his hand.
Oh shit. I forgot about the tutor session.
"Oh my bad I forgot all about this shit" I said as I was lowkey panicking.
"You good mh" he said as he just barged inside.
"Damn I ain't say you could come in yet" I said as I made my way to the table.
"Well I decided to come in" he said as he put his bookbag down.
"Anyways let's start because I need you to go as soon as possible." I said making it known I didn't want to make small talk.
"Damn alright" he replied as he put his hands up in defense.
"So are you actually dumb or you just don't pay attention?" I said as I opened one of the books.
"Ion pay attention, Ion care for dis shit i'm not gon need it in life anyway" He replied.
"That's true but not a good mindset" I said.
"You don't want a future? Like a doctor or nurse or sum?" I questioned.
"Nah not really I just wanna make bandz" He replied.
"How you gon do dat? By rapping? Cause I know that's not what you wanna do for the rest of your life Jayden."
"How you know?" He asked.
"Because for some odd reason we dated and you told me this!" I said sarcastically.
"Oh yea" he said as he laughed nervously.
"Anyways how was ya day ma?" He said as he sat back and got comfortable.
"Look, i'm your tutor not your friend we gonna get this over wit or no?" I said annoyed.
"Yea yea let's go" He replied.
As we were tutoring I noticed jay was really smart and didn't need tutoring. He just chose to be dumb and not pay attention I thought to myself.
Thinking this I accidentally sighed.
"What's wrong?" he said.
"Nigga you literally don't need me for this you understand it better than me.Please just pay attention because God forbid I ever have to speak to you again" I said. I have to admit I was being a bit rude.
"Damn alright." He said as his mood changed and he grabbed his stuff.
"We done?" He said as he looked up at me.
"Yeah" I said with guilt.
"K" he said as he walked out the house without saying goodbye.
I felt bad but he needs to know I can't move on from what he did to me that quickly.
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