teenage dirtbags {nirvana x reader}

-7- [falling?]

i think im falling for him..

i mean were only like 17 but i think im falling hard for him.. and quick too..

ive been friends for them for what? like a week??

i decide to write in my journal

*bing*
'hey, its kurt happy birthday n/n -kc'

'hi!! tysm! <3 -yn'

-

i save kurts number and save it as

'kurty :D'

i get back to writing..

'hey, its my birthday! i got records and a player and the new nokia!!! im so exited

the bagel guy was actually really sweet! and were like besties now

and i met his bandmates and this one guy, dave i think im falling for

i mean he has the sweetest smile and amazing hair and his drumming skills are amazing!.. but also idk if its a little crush or something bigger.. also i dont think he feels the same way i do..

but also.. kurt.. i like him too but idk if its on the same level as dave.. ughhh idkkk fuck emotions man i hate this kinda shitttt

oh well, it's probably gonna go away anyways

thats all for today!

-y/n l/n :>

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i place down my pen and placed them on my desk

setting up my record player, i play some of the tracks, i havent heard most if these

kurt pov :

I re read the text about 50 times..

'hi!! tysm <3 -yn'
i read it again..
and again

what did they mean by the heart?
do they like me?
or is it just friendship..
lowkey hope they like me..
probably not though..

i over think this for a good couple minutes..
until i get a call..

"hey kurt! its dave and krist is at mine and were planning something for y/ns birthday, wanna come over?"

"yeah sure, be there in a few"

i end the call, not wanting to talk to him much

i feel like him and y/n are in a relationship, like dating relationship.. nothing wring with that! they can do as they want..

i just like them too..

y/n pov :

i hear my phone ring...

"hello?"
i look at the contact, its dave

"oh hey davie~!"
i tease

"hey y/n, whacha up to?"

"uh just writing and playing my new records.. you?"

"im not really doing anything, anyways the guys are at my place and were all wondering if youre free so we can do something together??"
'PLEASE SAY YES'
i hear krist say in the back

"okay okay fine, meet you there in five"

"alright bye!"

"byess!"

i put the phone down and take off the record

i get changed and do my hair, then tell my mom ill be out again..