Simon Says || Ghost X Reader

Chapter 2 - Touch Starved

Three weeks ago, you were practically a born-again virgin. You were fine with it; sex wasn't something you desperately needed. You went years without it. This was something you accepted a long time ago when you joined the army. Sexual activities with each other are frowned upon, you knew this. You knew, Simon knew. But even knowing the consequences, he made you cum into a pile of bliss on his fingers, twice. He spoke nasty things in your ears. He even kissed you. He made you question everything about yourself that night. He re-awakened the beast within that craves sexual intimacy.

You've tried relieving the tension yourself, which usually always worked whenever you felt the need to, but not anymore. Not since he showed you what just his fingers can do to you.

Just thinking about Ghost makes you blush uncontrollably. You wonder what kind of things his soft tongue can do to you. You wonder how big he is. You wanted so badly to do more things to him; for him. You've never wanted someone so much before in your entire life, until now.

What makes matters worse is that he won't see you. He won't listen to you. He won't even look in your direction. How can someone be so hot and cold like that? You knew he was into it; you felt the evidence digging into your side that night. Why is he acting like you're chopped liver? Because he doesn't care about anything, you know this. Probably not even himself. His eyes are so cold, lifeless almost.

But the look in his eyes when he had his hand in your pants was different. Maybe it was just the lust, the feeling of desire speaking. You know the man had to of been touch deprived for years, possibly even longer than you have. His kisses were surprisingly soft, and gentle when he his demeanor is anything but that. The way his rough hands softly caressed the skin on your body made you feel alive. Those same hands that made you feel alive has done the opposite to others who were not so lucky.

His eyes that night told you how hungry he was, for you. What were once shallow, cold brown eyes went deep on you and were a slightly warmer shade. They were captivating, drawing you in like a fish swimming after a lure in the lake. You couldn't help yourself. They sucked you in like a black hole does any form of matter in space, unable to escape its strong gravitational hold on you.

At lunch, Soap can sense you're feeling irritable. You won't eat because of the butterflies in your abdomen, threatening to erupt the longer you think about Ghost. You blame it on the lack of sleep lately, which wasn't a lie, but what you couldn't tell him was that Ghost consumed your thoughts at night. The thought of him touching you caused an ache inside of you that you couldn't get rid of, causing you to feel restless.

Soap and Gaz decided you needed a night out before you got back on the field in two days. They are taking you to a bar in the next town over. It's a Saturday night, curfew isn't until 12am, and none of you are on duty. Liquor doesn't sound like a good idea to you, but if it helps take the edge off, you vow to chug a whole bottle if you must.

You loosely curl your hair and apply light makeup. You decide to wear a pair of tight skinny jeans with a white loose semi-see-through button-up blouse. It wasn't totally translucent, but you could see the shade of your black lace push up beneath it. After slipping some black heels on, you meet Soap and Gaz at their shared room and are surprised to find Ghost there as well. Your eyes lock with his as he stares into your soul. Your heart rate picks up a bit as your breath gets caught in your throat, but you refuse to show any emotion towards him but deep down you want to slap him, kiss him, ride him, and cuss him out all at the same time.

"You didn't tell me she was coming." he said, words cutting through you like a knife as he looked away from you. He sounded very annoyed, and quite angry over the fact. Your heart fell a little as he said this as you tried your best to just ignore it and him. You still couldn't help but check him out, even though he just insulted your presence.