You don't even know what you're crying about but you just can't seem to stop. The tears stream down your face and thin watery mascara lines start to form. You decide to get out of that nauseatingly repugnant bathroom and go get some fresh air. It's pretty chilly and the wind bites at your face but you don't even care. You're just sitting there thinking and clutching your phone when you feel a buzz and it's a text from Grayson. "Where are you?" "I'm sitting on a bench outside I just needed some air.. I'm okay." Within a couple minutes you see Grayson coming out with a big blanket. He comes over to you and wraps it around your shoulders. He sits down next to you. "Babe what's wrong?" You can't look him in the eyes. He lifts up your chin. "Y/n tell me please." You look away. "Grayson.. I just.. I don't know I'm just scared for the future. I mean why would you even want to be with someone like me. My life is a fucking wreck and you've invested so much time into it and I'm so grateful but there's nothing special about me and I just don't see why you even want to have anything to do with me at all." You blurted it all out. The tears are welling up in your eyes again and you can feel heat swelling in your face. Every thought and emotion just came out at once and now you wish you could take it back. But words are like eggshells, and your shell was shattered.
