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➝17.【 Matured enough 】

Karan's POV

Siddharth is living in guilt, complete guilt. I can understand that and see that. He was saying us to put him behind the bars but what is the use now ??? Will putting him in jail bring back my di ? And more where di has forgiven him . So now he is punishing himself .

"It's fine. Didi told me once, If a person has done any mistake and he has changed, living in guilt and regrating his mistake. He will change. She herself told you it's Okay. And she already forgave you'' I said to Siddharth.

He just hugged me. So did I. But I can never forgive him for what have he Done and nor I can forgive myself .

"Tomorrow, she's leaving and her daughter's birthday. Y'all should come I think." I said.

"Why don't you talk to her?" Akash asked.

"What? What should I talk to her? No I'll not. She had suffered a lot by loving me, trusting me. I know she is brave and strong, she won't repeat the same mistake again. And mostly, I want her to be happy. If I was with her, she never can't be herself." I said.

"Y'all should come. See you all there, she will be pleased." I added.

They nodded with a smile. I left towards my mansion.

When I entered I saw her in deep thoughts. I cleared my throat. She gazed at me.

"Do pack your bags. And about the arrangements of the birthday, everything is ready." I said and made my way to my room.

I was on the balcony with a cup of coffee in my hand, sipping it.
I feel so embarrassed to look back. How cruel were my deeds. Now I've only one responsibility to do. Isha, to make her life better. To live for her when I will give her the life she deserves then I can die and let them Live peacefully . I know my dying won't forgive the sins I have done . Ik punishing myself isn't worth of my Sins I have done .

I didn't notice when, I started to cry. I should not. I don't even have the rights to cry. I wiped off my tears.
I felt a pat on my shoulder, I looked around to saw Isha.

"Bhai, don't you love her?" She asked.

I smiled and pulled her to my chest and kissed her forehead.

Finally, the day is here. Everything is going to end. My life will be a question mark from now.

Karan, you're the reason for everything. Now there's nothing can do it with this damn regret, you Fool! I reminded myself .

Everyone had arrived. Everyone's else face were full of sorrow. Especially, Isha.
Even though, I wanted to cry out badly, shouting severely, I can't do it. Sorry I'll not do it. I maintained a smile all over the day.

I thought she will be happy seeing her family but she just give a fake smile to them also. I don't know why she is angry on them. There's a logic when she gets angry and feels hate towards me. But why them?

Now I'm driving the car to the airport. Isha is on the front passenger seat and she and her daughter on the backseat. Siddharth, Rishabh and Akash are also coming in their cars.

We reached the airport.

I don't know why it seemed so quick to me.

I noticed that she was holding the baby onto her shoulder. Baby was keeping her head on her shoulder , her eyes were open. I saw my I mean her baby for the first time, she is so cute. Isha, Akash, Sidharth and Rishabh were insisting me to talk to her. But I can't.

Isha was standing behind me a little. I gave her passport along with her tickets.

"My Friend Jessica, will be waiting there for you. She will tell you everything. I hope this will help you " I said while giving her that.

She stared at my face and nodded. And then she turned and began to walk along with her luggages.

Karan You shouldn't cry. Yes, I shouldn't cry. I bit my lower lip to control my tears. I will not take my eyes off her. I can't see her properly from now on. The whole house will be empty without them I can't live without them now .