That One Phone Call[ON HOLD]

Chapter Five: I Am going to miss this.

Quote of the day: You know your strong when you wake up with a smile on your face as if you didn't cry yourself to sleep.

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Chapter 5: I am going to miss this.

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Recap of last chapter:

I don't wanna die,  

I don't know why,  

This kind of fate was meant for me. 

You gotta be strong,  

Gotta move on,  

It's not how it was supposed to be. 

What do I say,  

It was never supposed to end up this way. 

What do I have to do,  

I Was supposed to grow old with you.

But that ain't gonna happen. 

Mhmm. 

No that ain't gonna happen"

The song ended and so did my tears and I remembered that I had to get dressed for Mark. He was taking me out somewhere today and I had to get dressed. I wiped my tears as I looked into the rearview mirror. I pulled my hair into a high ponytail and exhaled a long breath .If I didn't want Mark to find out about this I have to act happy, like there's nothing wrong, like I'm going to be having a beautiful baby. I could do that. I could do that. I left my car and went to get dressed. 

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"And that is the finished look.I hope you guys like it.I just want to say a massive thank you to all my amazing subscribers omg guys I've reached 700,000 thousand subscribers.That is utterly amazing.I don't even know how I can thank you enough,I've actually got a surprise for you and I will announce that in my future videos but yeah thanks so much guys I truly would not have made it this far without you guys.So please leave a comment below telling me what makes you happy then keep that thing close to you so you would always be happy.Stay beautiful guys and always know I love you.Bye"

And that was how I ended my latest video. I recorded myself doing my makeup for tonight.It consisted of a flawless foundation and powder.Then a light highlight and bronzer just to sculpt my face.I then did a white and black smoky eye look.Not too dark just light and innocent.I then topped it off with nude lipstick.My hair was straightened to make it reach just halfway down my back,I then curled random pieces and pinned them up using cream colored bobby pins.I added a diamond hair pin to finish the look.It looked perfect all that was missing was the dress. I felt the beautiful silky material of the dress on my skin as I put it on.The butterflies in my stomach started to form as I zipped the back of my dress.

I smiled at my reflection in the mirror as I examined myself for the last time.I had my palms wide out feeling the silky material of the dress.It was a tubeless perfect white coloured dress.It had a belt of diamonds just above my waist and a strap of diamonds above my chest.The dress hugged my waist and cascaded down my back in sync with my hair.It was beautiful and made me feel beautiful.I had a diamond necklace on that my grandmother gave me on my wedding. My silver heels completed the look.I grabbed my Prada diamond scattered black clutch that I got for my birthday last year and threw my iPhone 5 into it with my perfume and emergency makeup kit.I smiled as the light reflected on my engagement ring.It was a gorgeous silver ring.it had a massive 14c diamond in the middle in between a string of smaller diamonds.It was so special and I loved it so much.My hand was on my stomach as I thought of our baby.A living breathing baby was inside my stomach right now.It was going to be the most perfect thing ever.I just hope I stay alive to see my beautiful baby.I hope cancer won't get into the way of me and my family.My thoughts were interrupted by the door bell ringing.I smiled as I made sure I looked perfect and started walking towards the door.I picked up my creme-white blazer from the coat hanger and turned to the door.I opened the door to see nobody.There was nobody there.I sighed as I turned to close the door when I noticed something on the floor.I bent down to pick it up.It was a paper.A letter written with cut out letters from a newspaper.Just like in the movies.It said;