Does anybody even see me? Series:2

Chapter 4: Hello stupid

Today is the first time I came out of my room in 2months and 7days. I went to the bathroom where the weight scale is and I only weighed "98lb and 6oz!" I went to the closet I haven't changed since I've talked to Chandler. Wait why am I talking about Chandler. I dyed my hair a light red at the bottom and left the rest blonde. I changed into a black tang top with a tight grey shirt with black skinny jeans. I put on a leather jacket with combat boots.
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I'm driving a black Malibu with really shiny tire railings. I pull up at the mall with everyone looking at me I see Chandler, Amy , and Braxton. His mouth is open as I walked by him I said "Close your mouth hun you will catch flies!" With laughter at the end. He follows me and I said to myself "I wasn't supposed to talk to him nor look at him neither him!" He grabs my hand and pulls me into a hug. I said "Stop Chandler you Hate me and I, I don't know bout me!" He said "I'm sorry for what I said!" I said "apology excepted but I agreed not to speak to you!" I had tears in my eyes. He lifts my chin and says "I don't care what you say I love you and will always! Do you feel the same?"
"No!" I said with sadness cuz I really don't mean it!
His head drops and Amy comes marching over to me and says "leave my boyfriend alone and can't you see we have a child?" I said "yeah I'm not clueless bye Chandler." I cross my heart to show that I love him forever he smiles and does the same. He runs over to me and lefts me up! I said with teary eyes "this isn't okay!" He said "for me it is!" I kissed his nose and told him "you are better off without me!" He shakes his head and says "no I'm not becuz your something in my life this is the first time I've been out of my room in 2months and 7days!" I said "exactly the same!" He kisses my nose and leaves!