Does anybody even see me? Series:2

Chapter 3: done

I wake up the next morning and someone is hugging me. I crawled out of Chandler's arms and walk home. He says "Bethany can we go on a date tomorrow since it's Saturday?" I shake my head yes. He said "I'll pick you up at 8:00pm okay!" I shake my head and start for my house.
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I get home and Anne was on the floor past out I said "OH MY GOD ANNE WHAT HAPPENED?" She was unconscious so I helped her out onto the couch. She was laying there and then she told me what happened. She was looking for me because I haven't came home so she was wondering the house and she had a panic attack! She was so scared. I said "Im so so sorry for worrying you. I was with Chandler all night!"
*****Chandler's dream****
"Bethany you can't die I love you I'm so horrible at this lovey dovey thing IM SORRY BETHY BEAR!" I was screaming and all I did was cry!!!
******Chandler's P.O.V*****
I woke up drowning in sweat. I even couldn't breathe so I took small breaths at a time. "IM SORRY BETHY BEAR" kept playing over and over in my head I scream!!!
***Bethany's P.O.V***
I was screaming for a reason. I was slowly breaking I went into the bathroom to puke so I could be skinny. I went to the bathroom to look for something sharp. Then a heard a loud knock on the door. I answer in a weak voice "Hello!" "Un Bethany this is the police do you know where Chandler Carlton Riggs?" The officer asked. I said "Um no I'm his girlfriend but don't know where he is 24/7." The officer said "okay Hun but we really need you to tell us as soon as you hear from him okay." I said "Chandler? My Chandler? I'm sorry I'm in my own world in here right now!" He said "okay but just tell me when you hear."
****Chandlers P.O.V****
I ran away to Amy telling me that the baby was mine. She got him tested and he was.
I was scared then I got a phone call "From Bethy Bear" I answer to the thought of saying "hello!"
She said "babe I need you to return home now?"
I said "I'm so so sorry but the baby is mine."
She said "why Chan! Why?" By then she was screaming
I said "I'm sorry"
She said "we are over!"
**end of Call**
I'm such a butt hole I messed things up between us. I hate my life!
I call Amy and she said "that they accidentally got mine mixed up with Josh's."
I said "thank god but cuz of you my life is over!"
She said "sorry Hun I thought so don't blame me!"
I said "wanna hang later at my place!"
She said "YES!"
**end of call**
**Bethany's P.O.V**
I hate my life I wanna die but every time I'm almost "DONE" with my life something always happens! Last 2 times Anne and Chandler stopped me! So I will never try until I lose myself and just wanna die! I keep saying is "I wanna die! I wanna die!" I'm done with life now so "BYE" Chandler!
I decide to text Chandler.
//Beth// I hate you Chandler even though how much I "LOVED" you I hate you!
//Chan// I'm sorry the doctors said it was a mistake with me
//Beth// I still hate you no matter what! I'm not gonna talk to you anymore you loser your "BREAKING" me!
//Chan// okay I'm sorry Amy and I are going to start going out again!
//Beth//like I care "YOUR NOT WINNING A PRIZE FOR THE MOST SLUTTIEST GIRLFRIEND!"
//Chan// "I JUST THOUGHT MAYBE YOU WOULD BE HAPPY!"😡
//Beth// DUDE YOU TOTALLY NEED TP GROW UP IT ISNT 6th GRADE ANYMORE!
//Chan// I AM MORE BRAVE THAN YOU WILL EVER BE. YOUR SCARED OF LIFE BECUZ YOU WILL NEVER EVER GROW UP AND TAKE THE CHALLENGES IN LIFE CUZ YOUR A DEPRESSED GIRL WHO IS LIKE A TODDLER!
//Beth// DONT TALK TO ME I NEVER EVER WANT TO TALK TO YOU!
**end of convo**
I started to cry maybe Chandler was right! I am a depressed girl who don't wanna live anymore cuz I'm not brave enough for life!
**Chandlers P.O.V**
OMG I'm sorry Bethany I keep saying I cried afterwords I can't take back the words I ever said!
I remember when she has shown me her cuts over cuts! I take everything back! I take back when I first met a beautiful girl in 3rd grade cuz now I'm someone who can't think before he says!
**Bethany's P.O.V**
It's been a week since I last spoke to Chandler or any social media. On his Instagram he had pictures of Amy, him, and Braxton. The bottom said "I love my girlfriend and son!" I cried after. I stayed in my room since I had no friends. My sister would bring food into my room but I ignored it. Every time she talked to me I said "shut up and get out!"
***3months later***
I've been in my room I deleted my Instagram, tweeter, and Facebook. I stayed in my room for 2months it's only July and we start school in 1month I hated junior year! But the worst is still coming "senior year!"