My diary entries.

02/01/2023

It's been 14 days. In these 12 days, I found out I didn't get the bursary. I was pretty down for that part, because that would've helped buy a new device for Uni. But I watched some BTS content and felt better. 

I was supposed to update four days ago, but just couldn't be bothered. Oh lmao, Happy New Years. Even though it's a little late, it still counts. 

Anyway, I got my first pay, about $520. Lol I spent nearly $300 but online. We did go out that day, but me and my sister just wasn't up for it. It was supposed to be a going out day for me and my sis. But it just didn't work out. For me personally, I'm very indecisive, and my mum was asking so many questions like "where do you want to go". Valid questions, but the amount of times she asked, fair because me and my sister didn't answer. For me, I didn't mind where we go, I honestly didn't care where we went. So, I just kept saying "I don't know" My sister on the other hand, honestly whenever we go out, always ends up being in a cunty mood anyway like no shit. As soon as someone ask a question she snaps back for no reason. Or she suddenly says some shit and it's annoying. Her fucking insults are annoying as well. She gets away with calling us dogs and whatnot. I haven't fired back, but I will if she keeps it up. Though, I've calmed down over the years because I was high key abusive as a kid. 

But yeah, spent some money on Shien, the ever so unsustainable fast fashion shop. Like I don't know if y'all know, but it's fast fashion. Those clothes aren't made to last lol. Then you buy more because they keep up with fashion and a lot of their options are so cute. Though, like any other online store, they lack in the makeup and skincare category. 

Umm, what else happened that's relevant to me. Oh, I bought some organizers for my desk. It's always messy and it would be nice to have a little space for my perfumes. I also bought some freeze-dried candy. I thought it would arrive today, but it didn't, so that leaves the rest of the week since, it's Monday today. 

Yeah, that's it. Not much.