it's incredible how much time I wasted, how much time I spent thinking of the things that happened to me years ago. I was so attached to the past I didn't pay much attention to the present. I convinced myself I loved the feeling of loneliness, but how dumb of me. I couldn't trick my mind, my heart into believing that because it wasn't true. My stubbornness always dragged me into the state of denial. I didn't want to admit I needed someone beside me, caring for me. Sharing their love with me, making me feel the warmth in my heart. It took me months, an entire year to realize how lonely I was. It took me so much time to realize I needed love, someone to take me out of the darkness I had gotten so attached to.
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