After (18+) LOVE IN THE AIR [REALITY]

CHAPTER 7 - DAY TWO

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Boss POV

The way we left things last night was kinda awkward but, what can I do?...I've tried and am sure Noeul should have known by now about my feelings for him or, he doesn't know?? That's something I don't really know. And, the way he called everything we've done fan service and he's happy we'll end things....that's cruel. I know that it'll all end sooner or later r hearing it from him making it sound like it's nothing to him. It hurts a whole fucking lot.

Picking up my phone to see that it's just 2:35Am and I decide to probably wash my face so I can maybe get some sleep as today is gonna be along day. Cing out of the bathroom only to see Noeul sleeping soundly with his ever cute face...Nah fucking handsome face and I decide to talk to him knowing fully well that he's asleep but, I just want to vent out my thoughts to someone.. anyone and I don't care if he's asleep

"Hey" I whisper quietly as I sat on the stool beside the bed patting his head softly so as not to wake him up as it'll be too awkward for me "I know that you do you like me but to be honest, I've liked you ever since I met you at the audition and when I found out that you're gonna be my partner, I was freaking happy but, was displeased when you changed...changed from the outgoing person to someone else..changed from being the cheerful and happy guy I met at the audition "I sighed with a shaky breath as I continue.."I know I have no right to tell you such a thing because I've not known you for long but..but, can you just at least be that guy I met at the audition and take me serious? All the acts we played on set were the best moments of my life. The kisses were the best I've ever had and when I touched you, I really touched you with love and was very pleased when you acted back with happiness and I thought..." I try harder to hold my tears ...."I thought you were happy with me but, I remained more heartbroken when you always acted cold towards me whenever we're off set. Do I disgust you that much? .. can't you at least look at me the way you look at payu?...can't we be like the real life version of payu and rain?....can't out life After the series remain?...why can't you at least have feelings for me After everything...After the series why can't you just love me even if it's the tiniest bit of love or just smile at me with happy eyes but, I understand and I guess it can't happen....am sorry if am hoping for too much...I guess it's time I get over my feelings and focus more on doing this fan service shit and stop my fantasies. I guess AFTER our life on set would always be different from our life off set" I say to the still asleep Noeul as I try my best to hold my tears as am not gonna cry for someone am never gonna have..I guess I was wrong for wanting too much from him and I shouldn't pressure him even when I know I've not said anything yet and would obviously not say anything ever again. Looking down at Noeul I mutter a silent 'i love you' before walking to the other side of the bed to catch some sleep before I have dark circles from lack of sleep

*Ring*Ring*

"Who the hell is calling this early" I say rubbing my eyes with the back of my palm as I fucking hate morning calls

"Hello" I say after yawning

"What the hell boss don't tell me you're still asleep" the annoying P'somsak says

"What time is the fan meeting today?" I ask sitting up

"11Am" he replies at the top of his voice only for me to check the time and it's just a few minutes past 7

"It's just 7:04" I say sounding so done with him

"Well, you've to get ready on time boss and do it right NOW! don't go back to sleep and wake Noeul up" he adds still shouting

"Ok" I mutter ending the call immediately as I don't think I can stand another scream from him

Looking at my side with the sleeping Noeul looking cute as ever...oh shoot! I shouldn't be thinking about stuff like this anymore. I take another look at him before heading to the bathroom

Noeul POV

Waking up still finding boss asleep make me really happy because I can carefully check him out. I've checked him out before but had to do it quickly so he won't notice but now, I had all the time to carefully check him out. Looking at him, a smile pulled out of my face as he looks almost perfect well, I'll never admit that his facial features are perfect. His facial features are just too on point from his brows to his eyes even while closed, to his nose and even his lips which parts slightly due to his sleep and my mind drifts off to the argument we had yesterday making me feel sad for what I said to him and decide to put out those thoughts and focus on his face right now

"Wow" I silently say so I won't wake him up. Hoping I could stay longer admiring him, his phone rang disturbing our moment.... Well, my moment of admiration as I pretend to be asleep. He picked the call with a yawn and talked with the other person who am sure to be P'somsak and boss sounds frustrated. Well, am not surprised as P'praew and P'somsak tends to act childish all the time but P'somsak is definitely better than P'praew..."I think they'll make a good couple" I chuckled inwardly at my thoughts still pretending to be asleep

"Ok"he says before ending the call and I felt his gaze on me for a bit before leaving the bed to maybe the bathroom. I sat up and decide to clear my head a bit before facing boss this morning. I Kno I shouldn't have said what I said yesterday but, I happen to blurt out unconsciously and the truth is am scared. I'll never admit it to anyone but, am very scared and I don't even wanna think about the reason right now. Just as i opened my eyes, I met a familiar gaze staring at me with a concerned look leaning on the door frame

"You can go in now" he says turning his gaze from me and heads to his or rather our wardrobe

"Uhh boss I..."

"We have to be quick as P'somsak would be mad if he comes here and we've not gotten ready" he said cutting me off and I guess he's still mad at me. Who wouldn't be.

"Ok" I mutter entering the bathroom to do my business

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The ride back to the hotel seems so quiet and boss kept staring outside the window. We headed straight to our room without boss saying anything to me not even teasing me per usual. Today's fan meeting was really good as we were still able to act well that I almost doubted we had an issue. We acted a scene from episode 5 where Payu cane to rain's house after rain left Payu after their first sex without tell him and we particularly acted the part where Payu asked rain to either be his wife or take payu as his husband and we acted it out perfectly on stage today with a part of me wishing it can be real but, I don't think it'll ever happen

"I'll take a shower now" boss says heading to the bathroom and I don't know why he's still mad at me...well, I guess I can't change anything right now and if he decides not to tell me anything then so be it because I can't let myself be greater than my pride and am not even sure about my feelings for him so, why should I even bother. I guess after this one week, we'll continue with our lives

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