After (18+) LOVE IN THE AIR [REALITY]

CHAPTER 13

                 Noeul POV

  What the actual fuck am I doing right now? Ignoring boss?. Really?

      To be sincere, I thought I was doing the right thing and it was there best decision to avoid boss in order to hide my embarrassment. It has been very difficult to ignore boss for no obvious reason. After the sex we had that morning, I became freaking embarrassed and curious.

     Embarrassed for the fact that I called boss daddy. Seriously Noeul daddy? And that I naturally begged for sex which make me mentally face palm my self

     Curious because I don't know where we are heading in our relationship with each other. Boss has refused to talk about it and, I don't want to either so I wouldn't sound needy and desperate. I really need to know our status. If we're just gonif t be fuck buddies or if it was just a one time thing, sorry two time thing, I really need to know.

          But, am definitely not gonna bring it up. If boss has refused to talk about it, we'll call it quits.

         Well, not call it quits because I don't think my heart can accept it. I would have loved to call boss or go over to his house but, am scared that he would find me too clingy .

        I shudder at the thought of boss telling me he doesn't want to see me again or to simply fuck off because am too clingy or always seeking for attention from him.

       "Hey Noeul" a ver familiar voice snaps me out from my thoughts. Well, I certainly forgot to include am currently in a very boring  class right now

       "Hey Pornthip" I reply coldly facing him

       "You don't usually say my full name though" he says sounding hurt making me roll my eyes as if we're still close

       "And the last time I remember, you hated the abbreviation of your name" I snap back "what do you want?"

       "Can I talk to you" he says nervously making me stand up to walk outside as I don't want others to pay attention to what he has to say

       "What" I say after standing at a safe distance from the building

       "I want to  say am very sorry for my stupidity and my childish approach toward the issue we had" oh well, he finally realized he was stupid "I know it'll be difficult to forgive me after all I said but, I hope you'll fine it in your heart to forgive me" my heart warms up a bit after his speech

         "It's okay" I sigh "at least you now know you were foolish and that's good"

         "Can we...you know go back to the way we were before" he nervously asks and that would be extremely difficult

          "I don't think so..that'll be difficult" I answer truthfully

          "Alright..I'll understand.. thanks" he smiles broadly before turning to leave and I start to make my way back to my faculty building

          "Noeul" I hear someone scream my name from behind only to turn and find P'somsak. Oh God why can't my day become less shitty

          "Sawadee khap P"

          "Sawadee khap Noeul" he reply sternly "we have to talk. Follow me to my car" he adds walking back to his car.

         "What's the problem" I ask once we've sat in his car

         "That's supposed to be my question" he replies making me more confused

         "I don't understand P. You are at my school so, there must be a reason for you to come here" I state which make him sigh loud before answering

         "What happened between you and boss" now I get where all this is coming from"I don't want to pry into your personal life Noeul and, I don't need you tell me what really happened but, I just want you to ask yourself if what you're doing is the right thing. I've not seen boss as happy as he was before I left you guys at Korea in a long time and, I really don't want that to change" did boss seriously call P'somsak to complain about me? "Before you start thinking of how I know just know that his secretary called me this morning that boss has been looking down and piling himself into more work even though he's not looking too good"

"Noeul, I want you to think about what you really want and not make him believe in something that won't happen now or ever. Just think Noeul and do it fast before you break my boy because, I won't forgive you if anything happens to boss". He states leaving me Dumbfounded

        "Thank you P" was all I could say

        "You're welcome Noeul"he said smiling "well, this is the address of his office" he adds handing a card to me "good luck"

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  The rest of the day happened in a blur as P'somsak words kept playing all over in my head

    "Does boss really care that much?" And if he does, why hasn't he called me to say anything about it.

    "But, what if I completely loose him and never get to have anything to do with him again except from things we do on screen" this makes me really scared.

      I look over to my bedside table to see that it's already 9:20pm and since P'somsak said boss has piled himself up with work, there's a hundred percent accuracy that he's still at work.

       Without thinking much about it, I grab my car keys and run to my car well, my thoughts can wait for now as I've realized how foolish I've been all along

       The drive to his office is extremely slow because of the traffic and I keep on praying for boss to still be at his office when I arrive.

       I pull over at his office and rushed   into the building by explaining myself to the security firstly before going in.

       On getting to his office door which I know it's his because of the description "BOSS" written in block letters on top of the door, I gently knock before hearing a tired "come in" which made me curse at myself for being part of his stress. I slowly opened his door as I entered before peeking at boss face which only showed one thing. Relief.

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