After (18+) LOVE IN THE AIR [REALITY]

CHAPTER 9-TALK

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                    Boss POV

  "Well, fuck that as I don't fucking want this to end" Noeul says as he gets up, walk over to me and grab my arm pulling me with him to our room

    "What the fuck was that all about boss" Noeul snaps as he locks the door behind him

    "What was what" I ask trying hard to hide my excitement

    "Do you really hate me that much boss"

    "No I don't and don't ever think like that again" I reply with hurt on my face as I heard that word come from his mouth hate

    "Then, why're you not gonna act a special episode......it's because of me right" he says slowly and I can see hurt written all over his face

    "No Noeul" I grab his hand and lead him to the bed to sit "it's not like that Noeul"

    "Then.." he takes a deep breath "then it's what?..do you know how much I suffered when you refused to talk to me?..do you know how painful it was when I tried talking to you and you shit me up"

     "Noeul I've endured this for a long time now..you hurt me so fucking bad without even realizing it...you always ignored my texts...you always refused to associate with me after our fan meetings...you're not the only one that has been hurt Noeul..I've been fucking hurt countless times by you" I say almost tearing up but try my best to hold it as I have a whole.lit of explanation to do

      "Is that why you refused to talk to me..to pay me back" he says quietly

     "No..."I sigh.."it's because that's the only way I could make you notice me in your life

     " What do you mean boss" he asks with furrowed brows to show how confused he is

    "Well, it's all an act" he goes silent for some time trying to process what I just said

   "What do you mean" he asks after about two minutes of silence and I guess it's time to tell him the truth

   "Boss talk to me" he adds looking furious

   "Ok but promise me you won't freak out" I say placing my hand on his before grabbing a stool to sit opposite his as I don't wanna miss his reaction

    "You know I can't promise you that" he replies removing his hand from mine and folds it across his chest

    "Yeah I know" I laugh slightly as he just won't change

   "Now boss" he removes his  hands from his chest and look at me dead in the eyes "tell me"

   "Ok.." I take a long deep breath and begin...",After our fight four days ago, I really wanted to talk to you and settle things with you but, I just felt you don't want me close to you and I decided to drop the thought. I felt that it's better to stay as someone you just wanna act with than ruin the little friendship we have enough when I can't completely call it friendship" I look up to him and notices how keenly he's listening so, I just continue.."the next day, I really wanted to talk to you about everything but, you seemed really fine about it and o was really devastated that P'praew noticed and called me after our fan meeting on Wednesday.."

     "That guy just doesn't mind his business " he says rolling his eyes "am sorry..go on" I just let out a sigh and continue

    ..."when he called me, he told me that he's noticed us for sometime and actually for a long time now" I saw a confused look on Noeul's face "well, I was having that same loon on my face when he told me" and his face softens.."I asked him what he meant and he said he has noticed us since the beginning of this series and he could tell that I had feelings for you and that you did not feel that same at first but he's sure you do now....well, I just laughed when he said that because I know you don't feel that way toward me. So, I told his it's not possible. Well, he asked me if we had an issue because he noticed how we no longer talk after the fan meeting so, I opened up to him and told him what happened between us" Noeul remains silent not uttering any word so, I just forge ahead...."he said just one thing"