"Do you think it's time to tell him about mom?"
- Eleanor Wiggels.*:・゚✧*:・゚✧ *:・゚✧*:・゚✧ *:・゚✧*:・゚✧
Eleanor's pov"Goodmorning love, ready for another day full of love but then Christmas days edition?" Ollie asks with a little giggle to me.
Today is Christmas day and i'm very enthusiastic but also nervous for tonight because I see his family back what makes me nervous.
"Goodmorning my love and yeah i'm ready but still feeling nervous for tonight." I say honest back looking in front of his face.
"We will be okay, I promise you everything will be allright." Ollie says back and he kisses my forhead before I get out of my bed because in the morning I will celebrate it with my family so Ollie and I slept last night in my bedroom.
"You have an amazing bed my love." Ollie says when he takes my hand and we both go downstairs in our pyjama and I love the way how Ollie wears since day 1 I gave him the bear chain, that he still wears it every single day.
"Are you okay?" he asks to me because I was dreaming for a second about the chain when we walk downstairs that I even didn't looked yet to our Christmas breakfast.
"Gosh sorry, it's just adorable how you still wear it." I say back to him with a big soft smile.
"Of course I still wear it, it's my lucky charm." he replies and he holds my hands.
"I love you so so much."
"And I love you too, come on love, we can eat some breakfast with your father grandparents, aunt and uncle." he replies and takes me to my family.
"Goodmorning love birds." my fathers says with a big smile on his face and gives me a big hug, just like with Ollie.
"Happy New Year everybody." we say after all the hugs and we all cheer before we sit down and take a look to the incredible breakfast.
"It looks good aunt!, you all made it by yourself again?" I ask to my aunt when I take a fresh croissants.
"Yeah like always honey, even it was very busy like every year at the bakkery." my aunt replies back and she looks very happy and proud when she replies to me.
My aunt and uncle both opens a bakkery not so fare away from our home for some years now and they work every single day for hard for their money, they even work every day, only not during the last week of the year and they close only for 1 week in the big holiday when they travel to Spain or Portugal.
"It looks all very very good!, I can't wait to eat it all miss and mister." Ollie says to my aunt and uncle with a big smile and i'm happy Ollie likes my family even it still feels weird without my mother during the holidays.
"Awww thank you so much Oliver, you are such a sweetheart!, i'm happy you are the first girlfriend of our amazing girl here." my aunt replies and I need to blush a little bit as my reaction.
"Your first?, i'm your first?" Ollie asks back soft to me, looking down with a red face to the ground.
"Well yeah you are hihi, i'm always so shy to tell you that fact." I reply back with a little giggle.
"Now look at you 2, you guys are adorable." my uncle says with big smile to us right before we all start eating.
"Oh men this is so good!" I say when I start eating the croissant and I really smell so so good like always.
"Hahahaha thank you my angel." my uncle replies with a big laugh.
During the full eating breakfast time, we laugh a lot of have a lot of joy moments together, but I still think about my mother a lot but I hope nobody sees it.
"Are you okay El?" my father asks to me when we do together the dishes together some hours later when my aunt and uncle are just gone and Ollie is collect all his clothes.
"Yeah don't worry dad." I want to reply but I feel my body shaking a little bit and I can't speak my words out very good.
"El, just be honest!, I see you aren't okay at all." my dad replies back and I look around me if I don't see Ollie somewhere.
"Do you think it's to tell him about mom?" I ask him and when i'm done I feel more and more tears coming down around my cheecks.
"Hey hey, sit down please." my dad says fast before I cry even more so I sit down when he replies back:
"I know it's not easy for you but I think it's a very good idea you finally show him what happend with her you know, he asked me a lot about her but I always replied it was complicated story."
"Yeah you're right. I just wanted that you agreed with it too, he does count as part of the family now."
"He is absolute a part of the family now." my dad says back and he gives me a very big hug to comfort me a little bit because I still have some tears in my eyes.
"She will be proud you found somebody like him." he continues saying in my ear.
"I know she will, he is the best."
"You ready?" I hear somebody saying behind me and when I turn around I see Ollie standing ready to go see his parents.
"I'm coming love." I reply back with a smile after I deleted my tears quickly and after I said goodbye to my father, I step into the car, ready to ask Ollie to drive to the hospital.
"Allright there we go!" Ollie says enthusiastic when we leave my house with his race and after some seconds I act like I miss something.
"Oh no love, I think I forget one of my special rings at the hospital." I say to him, lying in my voice.
"Love, you have it in your hand, what's going on?" he asks worried to me.
"Ollie, just can you drive to the hospital?, there is something important I need to show you."
"Even more important then my family?"
"Sorry but yeah, it's important for me and my full family you know this." I say back and I look down, not knowing how he will react.
"Okay, a quickly stop then at the hospital." Ollie says to me and he takes my hand.
"You sure?"
"Hey, it's important for you my love and I know you will never lie about it."
"Thank you." I reply short and I feel I get emotional again so I look back quickly outside when I still hold Ollie's hand until the hospital.