"I'm sorry I will leave you here alone again but later you will understand it."
-Eleanor Wiggels to her mother.
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Eleanor's pov
It's quiet in my car when me and my dad drives to the hospital to see my mother, well to talk to her when she still lays at her bed in coma.
"Sorry again I need to go with my students." I finally dare to say to my father when we half on the way to the hospital and I kinda feel akward and in shame when I told him I needed to leave again and will not go another time to the hospital my mother.
"It's your choose honey." he replies back when he still looks out of the window and I still feel he feels sad about it and also dissapointed.
"If you want I don't go just say it into my face!" I say my dad when I look right into his eyes when I found my place in the parking.
"Allright i'm dissapointed yeah, it's just-."
"I will cancel it." I say back and I already take my phone and want to call my boss again to cancel the full trip.
"No you don't!, let me finish first my answer."
"Okay what do you want to say then?" I ask back when I lock my car and we both walking downstairs to the hospital.
"It's just that I feel alone you know, she isn't here, you aren't home that much anymore, I just wanted more time together and I feel you grown up now and I just need accept it, sorry I had this reaction."
"How can we work on it?" I ask to my father because I will do everything to make him happy again and spend more time with him and I really get his point.
"Maybe we can do something together before you are going to Monza?, like a museum like we did before?" my father requests and I absolute directly love his idea.
Look my dad and I are both big fans of museums and theaters so when I was younger we did a lot of visit to museums and theaters with or without my mother, it was always something on our list where on the world we went, we always visited museums.
"Let's take a look where we can book tickets when we are home and we still go this week and enjoy our daughter and father moment." I reply back and I'm happy to see again a little smile on his face right before we go into the hospital and go directly to my mother her room at the hospital.
"Will you go first today dad?" I ask to him and he nods and goes inside when I go sit at a chair right before the room of my mother.
Since the begin we both decided to not go into the room together but both go alone into the room so we can say everything we always wanted to say to her in private. Also the doctors knows all we go alone into the room and we are happy they respect it too for sure because it means a lot for us.
"Okay it's your turn sweetheart." my dad says after 10 minutes and when I go inside I take a good breath and close the door behind me.
"Hey mom, dad and I gave you the sun today so we hope you love it." I start saying to her when I add my jacket on the chair, sit down and take my mother her hand like always.
