𝐓𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐁𝐋𝐄 | 𝘯𝘪𝘳𝘢𝘨𝘪 𝘹 𝘤𝘩𝘪𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘺𝘢

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niragis pov
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i wake up and try to process that i'm even awake. after a second i rub my eyes and look over to see chishiya laying a lot closer to me then he was before. i sigh and look at the ceiling again. after a few minutes i feel shuffling from next to me, i assume it's chishiya waking up.

i look over with my eyes and see him sit up and go to the bathroom. i stay in my bed not wanting to disturb him just in case he goes off at me, like i would care but i don't want him to hate me.

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chishiyas pov
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i stir awake and open my eyes slightly. well shit, i sit up and start to go into his bathroom. once i get in i close the door behind me and go to the mirror.

i look at myself. i feel, ashamed? why did i even agree i'm such a dumbass. i sigh heavily and look down at my hands, i didn't realise i was gripping so hard on the edge of the bathroom cabinets. i let go and look at myself again. i look like a mess. i try my best to fix my hair and i put it in a low ponytail again.

i hit myself in the head. ' why. why. why. ' i think to myself. i hit my back against the wall on accident and on purpose making a bang noise. i slide down the wall putting my knees up to my chest and resting my head

what am i gonna do now? niragi probably hates me, if i tell kuina she might not understand or worse she'll spread a rumour but i don't think she would do that to me. would she?

i feel like shit, i can barely walk and my head is sore from the alcohol last night. i hit myself on the head again, trying to make pain take away my problems. i then hit the back of my head on the wall hard. it makes a loud bang sound and i cringe hearing the sound.

i then start repeatedly banging the back of my head on the wall still making bangs. after a bit of doing it i don't even know i'm doing it until i hear a knock at the door.

" are you okay? " niragi asks me from the other side of the door. i don't answer. " what are you doing in there? " he asks. i don't answer again. " can i come in? " niragi asks from the other side of the door, it sounds muffled. i again don't answer.

i hear the door knob rattling and i hear niragi come in. i don't look anywhere but at the ceiling resting my head in the spot i kept hitting. " what are you doing? " he asks me. " i don't know. i feel weird. " i finally reply after a few seconds. " are you able to stand? " niragi asks me

i look infront of me to see niragi crouching down infront of me. he stands up and lends his hand out to help me up. i stare it his hand for a few seconds before grabbing it and getting up. i stumble a little bit. " i guess not then. " niragi says, answering his own question.

" come on loser i'm gonna have a cigarette are you coming? " niragi says to me. i nod and slowly follow him. i watch as niragi grabs cigarettes from this bedside table and goes and lights it then sits on his bed. i go over to him.

" you want one? " he asks, i nod and niragi looks somewhat surprised. he goes over and grabs another cigarette and his lighter. " here. " he says, hinting at me to take the cigarette and the lighter. i take the cigarette and put it in my mouth, not really knowing what to do.

" do you seriously not know how to light a cigarette? " niragi asks looking at me deadpanned. when i don't answer, niragi starts laughing to himself.

i see him open the lighter and stand up, he then comes over to me and lights the cigarette thats in my mouth. he lifts my chin to light the cigarette and i get flustered by his action, but i don't blush.